<LYRIQ'S POV>

I MADE MY WAY BACK TO AUNT SANDY'S HOUSE RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL LET OUT. AT THIS TIME THE RAIN WAS COMING DOWN HARDER THEN IT WAS BEFORE. MY MOOD, ALSO WORSE THAN IT WAS BEFORE. AS I SAT IN MY ROOM LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW, ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS EDWARD. I JUST GOT HERE I CANT SERIOUSLY BE STRUNG OUT ON A BOY ALREADY. HE SAVED MY LIFE AND ALL I COULD DO WAS BE RUDE TO HIM. I STARTED TO WRITE DOWN WHAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT AND THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT ROSALIE AND HER COMMENT ABOUT HOW SHE BITES. wHAT ON EARTH DOES THAT MEAN? WAS THAT THE TYPE OF SLANG THEY USED OUT HERE? IT WAS BEYOND ME BUT I JUST BRUSHED IT OFF MY SHOULDERS. I SAT MY BOOK DOWN ON MY DESK AND DECIDED THAT I WANTED TO TAKE A WALK IN THE RAIN. I WANTED TO GET MY HAIR WET, I WANTED TO GET SICK, I JUST WANTED TO FEEL FREE AND NOT CAGED AT THE MOMMENT. I DECIDED TO LEAVE OUT THE BACK DOOR ONLY BECAUSE I DID NOT FEEL LIKE EXPLAINING MY SELF TO AUNT SANDY OR DAVID ABOUT ME WANTING TO BE OUT IN THE RAIN. i ZIPPED UP MY NOT SO HEAVY JACKET AND BEGAN TO WALK IN THE WOODS. AS THE WATER FELL FROM THE TREES AND MY SHOES CONTINUED TO GET COVERED IN MUD WITH EVERY STEP THAT I TOOK, I STARTED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH THE WOODS. i COULDN'T WAIT FOR THE RAIN TO CLEAR UP SO i COULD COME BACK AND GET SOME WRITING DONE. I MANAGED TO WALK TO THE END OF THE WOODS  STOPING AT A CLIFF. IF I HAD BEEN READING I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE WALKED AND FELL RIGHT INTO THE OCEAN. UNLESS OF COURSE EDWARD WOULD HAVE AGIN COME TO MY RESCUE. I SAT DOWN ON THE EDGE OF THE CLIFF AND JUST STARTED TO THINK ABOUT MOM AND DAD. HOW I MISSED THEM BOTH. MY STAY HERE WITH AUNT SANDY WAS UNCERTAIN BUT EVERY DAY I'M HERE I PRAY IT'S MY LAST. IT STARTED TO GET LATE AND I DECIDED TO HEAD BACK HOME BEFORE ANYONE STARTS TO WORRY. I GOT UP AND MY FOOT SLIPPED ON A LOOSE ROCK AND I ALMOST FELL OFF THE CLIFF. BEFORE THAT COULD HAPPEN SOMEON GRABBED MY ARM IN THE LAST MINUTE BEFORE I PLUMITED TO MY DEATH. MY ARM WAS CUT BY THE JAGGED ROCK AND BLOOD STARTED TO GUSH OUT. I WAS RAISED UP AND DROPPED INTO THE DIRT.