“I know. I’m not though.”

“You’re not what Spence?”

“Gay, I’m not gay.” yea right who am I kidding. I have done nothing but check her out since the first time I laid eyes on the brunette beauty.

“If you say so Spence. It doesn’t make any difference to me if you are or not. People just need to be comfortable with themselves enough to not hide.” she says that looking me dead in the eye. Oh god she knows I’m lying. No, she can’t, how the hell can she. Oh yeah probably because I have done nothing but stare at her all day.

“Let’s get to class.”

“Are you sure you’re ok Spence?”

No, I’m not, I hate this. I wish I were brave enough to just say ‘fuck you’ to anyone that had a problem with it, but I’m not. I am so scared of what my family will say, and I just cannot face coming out yet.

“Spence? Earth to Spencer.” she taps me on my shoulder bringing me out of my inner musings.

“Huh?”

“I said are you sure you’re ok?”

“Yea I’m fine. Sorry Ash just zoned out there for a minute.” Her eyes are dead set on mine, and she looks like she doesn’t believe a word I’m saying.

“Spence, I know we have only known each other a couple of hours, but if you want to talk you can talk to me. I am not going to judge you or anything Spence. I promise.”

“Seriously Ash, I am fine. Thank you though.” Smiling to reaffirm my statement, and she just smiles back at me.

We reach our class and enter taking our seats.

Ashley’s POV

I don’t know what it is, but I really do not believe she’s ok. I have only known her a few hours but she just looks plain miserable. Even with all the smiles she throws at me, I can tell that most of them are forced.

I swear to god she has to be the most beautiful girl I have seen in my life. She has the most luscious long blonde hair and the bluest eyes I have ever seen before. They are like the ocean. Her body is just amazing; she has curves in all the right places. What I wouldn’t give to see it without clothes. Ok Ash seriously, you need to stop perving on her. So in case you couldn’t tell, I am gay, well I am a lot gay. To me women are just the most beautiful things in the world. Their soft, soft lips, their luscious soft skin, and their smooth, smooth hands that just feels absolutely amazing when they are running them all over your body. Ok I need to stop that there before I have an urgent need for a cold shower. Back to Spencer. For obvious reasons, I do not believe that her and Aiden are dating, yes they hold hands and he kisses her on the cheek, but they just do not look like a couple, you know what I mean, usually you can just tell that people are dating by the way they look at each other, things like that. Even when people deny it sometimes you can still tell because no matter how hard you try you can just not hide your love and attraction for someone. Plus I swear Aiden was drooling at me before when we were sat in the quad.
I wonder if she wants to hang out after school for a bit?