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    Fame – (Chapter: Decipher Reflections from Reality)

    Story written on June 17, 2007 by Dreamer.
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    Chapter 13

     

    The next week flew by in a blink of an eye with Spencer and Ashley far too busy with their careers to fix their damaged relationship. TV interviews, radio shows, magazine shoots, and tour shows kept the band extremely busy, leaving little time for anything other than sleep and food. Ashley spent whatever little free time she had on drugs, clubs, and groupies. She immediately put a stop to sharing a suite with Spencer after their second night together, finding the idea of fucking and doing drugs with Spencer in the next room awkward. Thinking back, she remembered exactly how uncomfortable the second night had been. After a tension filled dinner with Spencer, they did their own things. Ashley, still sitting at the table, played around with her cell phone while occasionally glancing up to see Spencer fool around with her laptop, which the rock star gave her permission to use after being nervously asked. They spent the next couple of hours that way and it wasn’t long before Ashley got bored of her cell phone. Closing it, she looked up and watched Spencer turn on the TV and get into bed with a satisfied smile etched over her lips. The movie must be good, she thought and after a slight hesitation, Ashley also got up and took a seat at the edge of her bed. Her eyes stayed glued to the TV as she watched the movie. She faintly felt the blonde’s eyes on her but ignored them. Her mind strayed to the past and she thought about the last time she had seen a movie with someone. It was with Heather. She frowned at the thought and lightly shook her head, keeping all of her attention on the movie; she kept her mind blank and forgot about everything….everyone. 

    With a smile, Ashley got up and turned off the TV when the movie finished. She really liked it even though it was kind of stupid. Looking at the bed next to hers, she smiled at Spencer’s sleeping form. It took every bit of self control the rock star had to keep from getting into bed with the blonde and spending the night snuggled up against her warm body. Ashley lightly shook her head and removed the comforter off her bed and tucked Spencer in with it. Placing a light kiss on the top of her blonde head, Ashley spent the next couple of minutes just watching her sleep. Memories of her and Spencer on the beach came to mind as she lightly stroked flawless blonde hair. Then the memories turned to reality and she realized how bad everything had turned. Losing her mother and sister, losing Spencer, having the band hate her, all of that crashed down on her and she couldn’t handle it….sober. Standing, she walked to her suitcase and quickly opened it. Digging for what she so desperately needed, all Ashley could think of was Spencer. What if she caught her snorting it? Ashley was angry at herself for thinking that. Why should she care if Spencer saw her doing cocaine? It’s not like she hasn’t before, she reasoned sadly.  

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    4. fucking great, now Ashley isn’t going to tell SPencer cuz she dones’t want spencer to hurt nd shit right…cuz it just seems to obvious now, please PMS please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    5. Good, now Spencer can dump Aiden’s ass guilt-free. Spencer and Ashley can be together now. I love how long your updates are. Thanks for posting again.

    6. Hmm, I think Ashley will quit drugs, Spencer will leave Aiden, and Pops will become a real father to Ashley and forget about money and power. I hope I’m not too way off.

    10. FUCK YES THIS IS SO GREAT PLEEEEEEASE PMS OHH MY GOSH I LOVE IT I AM SERIOUSLY STUNNED GREAT GREAT GREAT………….I LOVE HOW LONG YOUR CHAPTERS ARE.

    11. I’ve missed this story so much! I’m glad it was updated and really long! I was starting to wonder if Aiden had a lil something on the side, but i wasnt sure. I really hope Spencer just gives it up soon, and gets with Ash. I think Ash can stay clean with Spencer around, and finally get her life and family back. PMS!

    13. please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please update. pretty please. i miss this fic so much…

    18. fucking great, now Ashley isn’t going to tell SPencer cuz she dones’t want spencer to hurt nd shit right…cuz it just seems to obvious now, please PMS please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    19. Good, now Spencer can dump Aiden’s ass guilt-free. Spencer and Ashley can be together now. I love how long your updates are. Thanks for posting again.

    20. Hmm, I think Ashley will quit drugs, Spencer will leave Aiden, and Pops will become a real father to Ashley and forget about money and power. I hope I’m not too way off.

    24. FUCK YES THIS IS SO GREAT PLEEEEEEASE PMS OHH MY GOSH I LOVE IT I AM SERIOUSLY STUNNED GREAT GREAT GREAT………….I LOVE HOW LONG YOUR CHAPTERS ARE.

    25. I’ve missed this story so much! I’m glad it was updated and really long! I was starting to wonder if Aiden had a lil something on the side, but i wasnt sure. I really hope Spencer just gives it up soon, and gets with Ash. I think Ash can stay clean with Spencer around, and finally get her life and family back. PMS!

    27. please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please update. pretty please. i miss this fic so much…

    31. You definitely have a way with words, there’s no denying that. Also, I love the way you have written Ashley and Spencers complex relationship and being able to read both POV’s was absolutely enjoyable. You are a great writer and I’m looking forward to your next post. Now all I ask is that you get rid of Aiden and have someone knock the hell out of Pops!!! PLEASE! And by the way I was thankful to see so many pages to this long awaited post. PMS

    32. You definitely have a way with words, there’s no denying that. Also, I love the way you have written Ashley and Spencers complex relationship and being able to read both POV’s was absolutely enjoyable. You are a great writer and I’m looking forward to your next post. Now all I ask is that you get rid of Aiden and have someone knock the hell out of Pops!!! PLEASE! And by the way I was thankful to see so many pages to this long awaited post. PMS

    35. you will not even BEGIN to understand how much i missed this fic. i was inching towards manic depression. – no, really. this update was definitely worth the wait but PLEASE OH PLEASE update sooner! PLEASEEEEE! i can’t wait til aiden and spencer break up, assuming that it’s going to happe…. ashley’s looks to spencer and all her emotions really break my heart… i LOVED it!

    36. you will not even BEGIN to understand how much i missed this fic. i was inching towards manic depression. – no, really. this update was definitely worth the wait but PLEASE OH PLEASE update sooner! PLEASEEEEE! i can’t wait til aiden and spencer break up, assuming that it’s going to happe…. ashley’s looks to spencer and all her emotions really break my heart… i LOVED it!

    37. Although I love a lot of fics, in my opinion, this is the best fic here. OMG! I’ve missed this. What a great read. I was glued. And your comment above … hella funny. Don’t take too long for the next update… i love it too much. *smile* No really just keep doing what you do…it’s great!

    38. Although I love a lot of fics, in my opinion, this is the best fic here. OMG! I’ve missed this. What a great read. I was glued. And your comment above … hella funny. Don’t take too long for the next update… i love it too much. *smile* No really just keep doing what you do…it’s great!

    39. NO FUCKING WAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Aiden cheated on Spencerm, but then again, Spencer has been cheating on Aiden from the begining. Well, I hope our girls will be “offically” together now. If not, I just know there is going to be SSOOOOO MUCH drama in the future. Please post MORE real soon. GREAT CHAPTER!!!!

    40. NO FUCKING WAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Aiden cheated on Spencerm, but then again, Spencer has been cheating on Aiden from the begining. Well, I hope our girls will be “offically” together now. If not, I just know there is going to be SSOOOOO MUCH drama in the future. Please post MORE real soon. GREAT CHAPTER!!!!

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