Within a second my hand released her thigh and was pressing on her center. 

“JASPER!” Her hips bucked up as she moaned out my name, her voice filled with need.

Softly, I nipped at her neck. “Sweet, sweet Bella. You’re innocence is stunning. I want to worship you like the goddess you are.” 

She then moved her head and took my face in between both of her hands.  The need and passion knocked the wind out of me. My Bella. Then she brought my face down to meet hers and kissed me on a level of passion that I could well understand.”

Caught in the moment, I realized that my hand was frozen on her. Bringing my attention back to the task at hand, I gently rubbed her, feeling her wetness through her panties. Pinching them between my fingers, I moved her them to the side and pinched her lightly between my fingers. I was rewarded with a sharp hiss between her teeth followed by a moan.

My mouth needed to be around hers for this. I need to swallow her reaction. Positioning my finger at her entrance I slowly entered into her. She bit my lip, and it was a turn on like no other.

Pulling her mouth away from mine, “Uh..Jasper..this is the … most amazing .. feeling. .. ever!” Gasping in between every couple of words.

I couldn’t think straight with her scent all around me, and her hips matching the rhythm of my finger. I needed release, but I couldn’t have her. She meant too much to me to take that piece of her the first night. Bella needed to be cherished. So it was with that I pushed aside my needs as hard as I possibly could. I could do this. Faith that I could control myself started to build. A renewed eagerness to bring Bella to her climax took over me.

She was so tight, and wet. Bringing my other finger up to her I withdrew the one, then pushed both into her at once. Her walls were squeezing my fingers tightly and I realized then that she had never done this before. Not even to herself. My heart soared as I realized that I was the first ever to touch Bella in her most private of places. She was going to be my undoing.

BPOV

Not being the one to cuss, every cuss word imaginable was floating through my head at the sensation of Jaspers fingers inside of me. My body was thrashing with a pain and desire I had never known existed. My body was on sensory overload. I could feel and hear anything and everything to do with Jasper.

“Oh Bella. My Bella..” Jasper whispered into my ear before claiming it in his mouth.

Jasper sucking on my earlobe, sent a shiver down my whole body that was replaced by lingering goose bumps. Experiencing this with Jasper was more than I could have ever dreamed of.

“Oh shit!” My whole body bucked in response to what he was doing now. 

Curling his fingers up inside of me he hit a spot that I thought was going to send me overboard. Just as I was getting used to the glorious feeling, he started to rub my nub with his thumb.

I had definitely died and gone to Heaven, and Jasper was my creator.

Within seconds my body started to spasm and I lost control. Jasper smashed his mouth to mine in a heated kiss that put all others to shame. I lost myself as I was moaning in his mouth. He withdrew his fingers from me, watching me intently as he put them both in his mouth and licked me off of him. Just the sight almost sent me over, again. He then grabbed me, rolled over to where I was laying on his torso and he on his back. Gently stroking my back. I was more than aware of his need pressing into me, like a silent reminder that he was needing what I got and he didn’t. Release.

How do I give it to him? Never having participated in anything sexual with anybody before I hadn’t the slightest clue. Actually, I had a clue, but I was afraid that I would seem inefficient and like a novice, which I am, to him. As I was thinking all of this he continued to caress my back in the way he did out on the sofa. Before I knew it I had fallen asleep in his arms, where I felt safe.