Ashley didn’t know what to do.  So many thoughts were running through her head at once and she couldn’t calm her thoughts long enough to figure out if these tears she saw were good or bad.  She remembered Spencer’s video entry about crying after her first time with a guy and Ashley couldn’t help but fear she had done something wrong.

A tear slid down Spencer’s face and Ashley wiped it away with a finger.  She looked at Spencer concerned and confused. 

“Are you okay,” Ashley asked brushing a strand of hair from Spencer’s face.

Ashley felt Spencer cuddle close to her so she wrapped her arms around her.  She could feel the wet tears against her bare skin and she wanted nothing more then to find out what was going on but she knew that whatever it was Spencer was probably still trying to regain the right frame of mind to talk again.

With the way Ashley was holding Spencer she rested her head against Spencer’s head and smelled her hair.  Despite the fear caused by the tears of the girl in her arms Ashley couldn’t help but feel her own core pulse at the contact between her and Spencer.  She’d been so focused on Spencer that she hadn’t even realized how turned on she had gotten by being with her.  But she fought to push all of that to the back of her mind, as she still didn’t know what was going on with Spencer.  There were no sobs or words coming from her just silent tears falling down Spencer’s face and a still lightly trembling body to clue Ashley in on what was going on.

“Ash…” Spencer finally spoke.

Ashley tried to calm her rapidly beating heart as anticipation coursed through her unsure of what Spencer was about to tell her.

“Yeah, I’m right here,” Ashley said trying to maintain a steady voice.

Ashley ran her hands down Spencer’s bare side in an attempt to calm her own nerves.

“Do you remember that video you did a few months ago,” Spencer asked cuddling closer to Ashley.

“Yeah I remember it.  Why?”

Ashley closed her eyes for a second not knowing what to expect next.