I’m nervous. It’s okay to be nervous right? Okay good because this, today, will be my ‘first date’ with Ashley. It took me forever to just choose an outfit for tonight, I even had Madison help. Anyway, I’m just a little too excited and I have a right to be.

I mean, its Ashley…who wouldn’t be?

 Last night, I probably had the most pointless conversation on the phone with Ashley, but if possible it made me even love her more.

                “Crayons.”

                “What?”

                “Crayons…I want crayons.” I can hear the smile in her voice.

                “What, Ash what do you want crayons for?” I chuckle.

                “I’m bored, so why not draw?” She says. She can’t stay still, the whole time we’ve been talking she’s been moving around.

                “Ash, you don’t draw.” I remind her.

                “I could draw if I wanted to.” She replies in a whisper.

                “Oh yeah? What is it you draw?” I ask jokingly as I make myself comfortable on my bed.

                “…Stick figures.” I laugh because honestly that is the most ridiculous thing I’ve heard. I mean why does she need crayons for stick figures?

                “Why do you need crayons for stick figures?” I voice my question.

                “Different colors duh. Geez, so many questions Spence.” She laughs.

                “Just curious.” I reply smiling. This whole conversation has had me grinning from ear to ear, and why? I don’t know, I mean we’re talking about crayons…

                “Yeah…whatever you know you want to draw with me.” Oh, she really has no idea.

                “Yep, you got me Ash…that’s exactly what I want to do.” I reply jokingly. Can’t let her know she’s got me in the palm of her hand right?

                “I so knew it.” She says victoriously.

                “You’re crazy you know that?” I ask shaking my head. I’ve missed this, these little late night conversations.

It’s nice.

                “I’ve…I’ve been told that yes.” She replies.

                “Oh god.” I laugh, wondering how many people besides me have told her she’s crazy.