It’s a good year for a murder
she’s praying to jesus, she’s pulling the trigger
there’s no tears, cause he’s not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they’ll be coming to rush her away
no one’s so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it’s me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn’t let me die
"it’s me and the moon," she says

I find myself lying on a comfortable materess in a white room. The smell of rubber and Latex overpowering me as i struggle to open my eye. A light in the ceiling directly above me is shinning brightly into my eyes and i turn my head.

There i see you standing in the corner. You spoke without a word. Your arms crossed over your chest. You let a few tears fall before you evaporated into thin air and left me alone. It hurt so much seeing you once again full of life. It was a good feeling, but one that hurt with intensity.

A loud beeping in my ear is causing a heat wave to crash in anger as i recognize the heart monitor. I look around and see doctors all hovering over me like hawks waiting for me to die. They say its a miracle that i was alive. I say it was bad aim. I had pointed my gun to far down and it didnt kill me over the mound of dirt covering your body.

I had been out for 3 days and didnt know what was going on. However, the doctors did. The figured my suicidal attempt needed help. I disagreed. I am now on suicide watch and in therapy. As you died, i got the life you lived. A life full of shrinks. Nobody wants this life.

and it’s over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she’s lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down