Ok so seriously I don’t know why I’m with that dumbass. He so doesn’t get me. Of course no one but Ashley ever will. Well I said yes for my mom. I think she loves him more than my dad.

     So the wedding is in a few months. And Im at Wal-mart shopping. I was in the mood for musicso I went to the cd section. I was looking at the romance cds when I heard a female voice on the tv to my right. "So I am standing here with the one and only Ashley Davies." My head whips to the side. "Hello Ashley nice to see you again."

"Its always nice to see you, Miranda."

"So I have a question about your new cd."

"Shoot."

"is the rumor that you wrote all the songs for your first love?"

"Yeah I did. She was the best, sweet, funny, she…" She looks down and I see a tear silently run down her face. "She was the best thing that ever happened to me. She showed me that I was capible of loving." By now Im crying.

"Ok well, Ashleys new album ‘summer 2007 is in stores now. So dont forget to get your copy." As soon as I heard that I ran to find it.

    I found it after about five minutes. It had somthing written on the cover. "I dedicate this to the love of my life. Spence, this is for you. these were written before during and after we got together I hope you like them." I look at the picture and see the tattoo she got on her stomace. I thought back to that night.

               "I dont know Ash. A tattoo?"

"Yeah that way every one will know who my heart belongs to."

"true. but won’t it hurt?"

      I couldnt belive her she was always so crazy. But thats why I loved her. I bought the cd and headed home to listen to it. 

    i put the cd in the cd player and pushed play.

1.Complicated

I’m so scared that the way I feel,
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room,
I wanna find a hiding place.
We used to laugh, we used to hug, the way that old friends do.
But now, a smile and a touch of your hand,
Just makes me come unglued.
Such a contridiction, do I lie or tell the truth.
Is it fact or fiction,
Oh the way I feel for you.