~takes place directly after ash gently leads spence from the edge of the couch to the bed~

ASHLEY’S POV

things def. couldnt get much better than this. i mean im finally with spencer!! this is amazing. i drempt of this ever since the first time i saw her. this is surreal.

we get to the bed and i lay her gently back on the matress. and move so im on top of her and all this without breaking the kiss. she breaks it…damn. she jus looks up and smiles at me then she says it…."i love you,ash"  oh shit…. whatdo i do? should i say it back? i mean of course i love her. i mean she means so much to me but does she want me to say it? agh!!

"i love you too,spencer" it comes out so smoothly i ease up and smile back at her. i really do love her.  she nestles into me and drapes an arm over my body. i wrap my arm around her and jus keep smiling.

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SPENCER’S POV

she said it back!! oh my gosh i cant believe this! this is awesome. i never thought id be here laying in ashley’s arms.it just feels amazing. i feel so safe with her,secure.  thats the last thought that goes through my head as i knod off to sleep.

when i wake, im still in Ashley’s arms i stir a bit but settle back down on her chest quickly but not quickly enough because ashley apparently felt it and awoke. she stirs under me so i look up at her face and she’s smiling down on me. i smile back at her and lean up and kiss her softly. but then i glance at the clock and say "oh shit" "what baby?" she asks me. hehe she called me baby. "its 6:30, oh my gosh ash we have to get up right now! we have school!" i tell her scrambling to my feet. "even more reason to stay in bed spence." she says to me with a smile. "very funny, ash but i have parents that would kill me if i skipped. now hurry up and get ready! we have to leave like mondo soon," i remind her. "yano spence, running around my room only make me wanna grab u up and pull u back to bed. you realize that, right?" she said with a laugh.

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*in the car in front of the school*

ASHLEY’S POV

i can see she’s nervous…but what can i do? "are you ready for this? i mean we don’t have to show anything if you dont want to." i ask her. not sure of what she’ll say. "ash, everybody already thinks were together. today were just gunna confirm it." she said trying to smile but looking entirely fake.she leans over and kisses me, first gentle then again harder. our mouths began a rythm and then as if on cue, the late bell rang. spencer springs from the car and says" c’mon ash, were late!" i roll my eyes at her and get out slowly and have to about jog to catch up to Spencer,who was practically flying to her class, which we had together. i finally caught up to her and she grabbed my hand and intertwined her fingers with mind. i smiled at her as we walked very quickly and she smiled back. this is gunna be a good day!   boy was i wrong….

all fucking day people have been doing cat calls and snickers and cracking jokes whenever they saw spence and me show each other any affection. i swear i was gunna deck the next person who did anything.  then of course, queen bitch, madison was on the warpath. "aw look, queer eye is with lesbo barbie" she says. ill show her queer eye, a black one too! but what suprised me was spence came up with a come back "id rather be lesbo barbie than crack whore barbie. hey and u even have crack smoking action!" spence starts laughing at her own comment, as do i. madison just walks away without saying a word. besides that, everything that could go wrong (besides spencer leaving me) did go wrong. all i wanted to do was go home and just be with spencer. no cat calls…no madison. just us.

and that night was just us. it was awesome. we didn’t have sex but it was still amazing. i mean just being with spencer sends me reeling out of my mind. i love her, i really do.

Until Next Time

~Ashley (proud to share the name)