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Memories – (Chapter: Goodbye)
I went back to the apartment shortly after she had left. I closed the door behind me and leaned against it. I looked around and immediately felt her absence. I slid down the door slowly, taking in the situation I had created. I did that to us. I had made her leave. I did not give her a choice. I did not tell her that I loved her. I did nothing. That was when I was sucked in by the gravity of the situation. I was enveloped with grief and the force of the emotion raked over me. My whole body shook with pain. I can not say for sure how long I just sat there crying. It might have been minutes, it might have been days. It didn’t matter anyway, she was gone. At some point I laid on the floor and only out of pure emotional exhaustion had I fallen asleep. Again, time was of no concern to me. At some point I felt myself being lifted off the floor. I could not open my eyes, it hurt too much. It would mean that this was not just some horrible nightmare that I would wake from. I was laid onto the bed and my shoes were removed from my feet. I felt the bed dip next to me and I felt a hand begin to caress my face.
“You came back?” I asked her.
“No honey, it’s me Lucy. You gave me quite a scare. I came in to you lying across the floor. Sweetie, where is Ashley?” Round two. I began the cycle again. Emotional pain; to physical pain; to exhaustion; to sleep.
Lucy took care of me. At some point I managed to stay coherent long enough to tell her what happened. She asked me if I wanted her to call Ashley. I shook my head no and went for round six or seven at that point. I could not stand to have her see me like this.
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I find myself crying all over again, just thinking back on those days. I wound up being in bed for almost two weeks, before my boss threatened to fire me for not showing up. Everyday I had prayed that she would come back. I wish I had given her reason to.
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Change says
YESssssss!!!!!!!! GO SPENCE, you go get your woman back…hehe=D
faintofhearts says
really love this story and cant wait to read what happens when those two finally meet up again
Sp0rtigirl says
yes, go get her back. post more soon.
bloodyseth says
yey!!!!!!!!!!!!! you go girl. Get your girl back. And post soon!! soooooooon!!!
SON says
OMG. you did not just stop there. aljsdljfldksjf. dude. omg. >=0haha just kidding. good job as always but really, you have to post like right now. this instant.
Change says
YESssssss!!!!!!!! GO SPENCE, you go get your woman back…hehe=D
faintofhearts says
really love this story and cant wait to read what happens when those two finally meet up again
Sp0rtigirl says
yes, go get her back. post more soon.
bloodyseth says
yey!!!!!!!!!!!!! you go girl. Get your girl back. And post soon!! soooooooon!!!
SON says
OMG. you did not just stop there. aljsdljfldksjf. dude. omg. >=0haha just kidding. good job as always but really, you have to post like right now. this instant.