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    Memories – (Chapter: Series Finale)

     

    This feels like a dream.  I am floating away on a cloud and every single touch is pushing me higher.  Even after all this time my body does not forget her.  Every gentle caress elicits a familiar reaction.  Each kiss is intricately placed to obtain a particular response.  I feel myself slipping quickly into oblivion.

     

    I need to see her; I pull her head up to look at me.  The passion I see in her eyes chokes the breath from my throat.  She rises to her knees and hovers above me.  I watch her eyes scan my body slowly formulating a plan of attack.  My breathing becomes more labored the longer she lingers above me.  These couple of seconds feel like an eternity and I can no longer remain idle.  I draw myself into a sitting position below her and lift her shirt slightly to reveal her stomach.  I stop my advances as I realize this will be the first time she has allowed me to touch her or even look at her and I redirect my eyes to hers for approval.  She answers my silent uncertainty by removing the garment completely.  I ravage her body, unable to control the animal-like desire coursing through my veins.  She leans her head down, attempting to suppress a moan in my hair, but she can not prevent its escape.  This only fuels the fire, as the sounds tickle my ears and I continue with a growing intensity.  She momentarily halts the onslaught only to remove my shirt.  We stare deeply into each other’s eyes.  We both know this is no longer about want or desire, this is about need.  This is about needing to give ourselves completely to the other.

     

    And we do.  I give her all of me and I receive the same in return.  There is no fight for control and no power to be gained.  We come together as one.  We make love all night and only in the surrender to sheer exhaustion do we lay peacefully in each others arms.  I find myself in a familiar position as I lay on her chest, soothed by the sound of her heart beating and the calm of her breathing.  I think of all the memories that brought me here.  The memories I tried to fight.  The memories I almost erased.  I think of the last time I was in her arms like this and I cry once more.  I cry, because this time; it’s not goodbye. 

     

     

     

     

    I would like to thank all of you wonderful readers, who took the time to read and comment on this story throughout its duration.  You gave a rookie writer quite the ego boost and encouraged me to keep writing and keep posting.  I leave you with the happy Spashley ending you all begged for.  I leave their future in the capable hands of your own imaginations. 

    Thanks to Change and sxykit who have left inspiration from the very first chapter.  Thank you, Sp0rtgirl, alice9455, bloodyseth, dare2dream, heavensdarkangel_2009, and faintofhearts, for constantly yelling to post more, SORRY for all the angst and anxiety!.  SON, who inspired the direction of the story on a couple of occasions (actually used a line from one of your comments in a chapter and you reminded me about the girl at the bar. lol).  Personal thanks to oby for not only catching a fault in my writing, but actually speaking up to tell me!  And others lifeis2short, dyanysion, TotalControl, countrygirl, Lyn_the_wiser, AIDANNE, combatbaby, southchick, confused16 and anyone I missed.  Thank you and I hope you enjoyed!

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    1. hey, i know i’ve been silent all along but i followed your story from the very beginning….and gosh, you ROCK !!!!!!!! i absolutely lOve your story ^_^ thank you sOoo much !!!!!! but hey, your gonna keep writing, right ? cuz i think your writing is amAziiNNnG!!! =)

    2. AHHH!!! i was actually screaming…wait i still am…omg! it was the definition of PERFECTION! yay for spashley! omg im so freakin happy right now…that was the best..ash got the BILNG! lol…and then she got something else….lol…but seriously that was totally AMAZING writing….i really loved it…oh and thanks for the shout out! ;-)

    3. i read it again…and i figured that i should tell you that im still overly joyed…and screaming..lmao j/k btw…you gotta make sure that mind of yours keeps working…make sure that you come up with some new material…your writing rocks so keep doin it!

    4. I gotta say, you really rocked my world with your stories. I just feel like reading it from the beginning now that we have it all !!! And I’m actually gonna do it right now, even though it is quarter to 1 in the morning… wouldn’t be the first time i stay up late to read your story!! thank you so much again it was awesome… (I wish you would decide to narrate the wedding and all but let’s face it, maybe you actually have a life… lol). Anyway, great ending. and of course… POST SOON !!! LOL

    5. this story was amazing. i enjoyed every chapter. you had me craving more from you after each addition. I’ll miss coming on here and seeing an update from you, but I’m happy you ended the story in such a positive way. this was a fantastically written story that held us all on the edge throughout its duration. thanks again for such a great fan fic.

    6. Wow, i just wanna say if you have a girlfriend she is one lucky b*tch. Your portrayal of the spashley relationship was so deep and beautiful, it makes me want to be right in there with them. Good on you girl!

    7. Oh mannn. Oh man oh mannnn. Can’t speak… barely think. YEESH girl, I wish I could write like that. I think, throughout the whole thing, you’ve captured their personalites perfectly. Thanks for an amazing read!

    8. ENCORE!! What beautiful ending…*sigh* Anytime hon;) Thank you for such a WONDERFUL story. Are you sure you’re a rookie? LoL…you had my heart melting with every word in every chapter! You’re the greatest hon! And I can’t wait to read your next fanfic;) *kisses*

    9. BRAVO!!!!FANTASTIC!!!.I must say that was a very captivating story from the beginning to the end. I could not wait for your post…I will read it over and over…Thank You!!! Your writing rocks.I do hope you have more fanfic to come.:)For.. I agree..AN ENCORE IS NEEDED!!.

    10. casegurl, yours is the one fanfic I’ve read from start to finish and it was way kewl!! I loved it from the start and I hope this is not the end of such a wonderful relationship. Have you thought about writing on TLW you could prob. do Dana & Alice some serious justice man. I think those two need a great writer. You take it easy and hope to see you post again. Thanx for the shout out!!! Cheers!!!

    11. AMAZING. I was so excited when I got to the bottom of the first page and realized there was another page. But then as I finished the second page…I was sad that the end had come. You have a wonderful imagination and an amazing ability to tell an excellent story. With the exception of the ring in the last chapter, you surprised me all the way along. Just when I thought I knew where you were going, you would throw another twist and leave us hanging…your writing is perfection. I agree with the cheers for an ENCORE. I think there are still some more “memories” in that mind of yours that could be told. Well I hope you continue to write as I would love to read it. I agree with the others, as much as I enjoy reading several of the other stories, it was your story that made me keep checking several times a day to see when you would next write. Keep writing…you are that good!

    12. As much as i hated waiting anxiously for your posts, i’m even sadder that your Spashley story has come to an end. I usually don’t leave comments but your fic totally deserved the encouragement and praise and I am honored to have been a factor in your amazing writing.

    13. I loved your story, it was sooooo soooo good. But I’m still uneasy, I well, don’t trust you that much (you tend to be quite evil), so I need a wedding sequence, where They say their I do’s and then FOREVER and EVEr… I don’t know I fear that suddenly someone will come into that room and kill them…

    14. I cannot even begin to describe my admiration and appreciation for this story into coherent words. Your writing is absolutely beautiful. The vivid imagery used to paint passion and the eloquent and complex descriptions of romance leaves me speechless. All the despair and tangled emotions made everything so believable. This story, and more so this chapter, in which you flawlessly concluded the odyssey of Spencer and Ashley, has really left me in awe. Although fiction, your work has given me much hope. Thank you so much for letting us see the amazing art you have created. I do sincerely hope you continue to write.

    15. Wow, I loved this story, even with all the emotional ups and downs. That’s what made it feel real. I was on the verge of tears half the time, But I loved it.

    16. Absolutely amazing , was a nail biter for a while there not gonna lie, i was listening to a song by Yellowcard called “only one” and it fits this story perfectly “Here I go so dishonestlyLeave a note for you my only oneAnd I know you can see right through meSo let me go and you will find someone”Sounds exactly like what spence did lol well keep up the good work i love your other stories as well !!!

    17. hey, i know i’ve been silent all along but i followed your story from the very beginning….and gosh, you ROCK !!!!!!!! i absolutely lOve your story ^_^ thank you sOoo much !!!!!! but hey, your gonna keep writing, right ? cuz i think your writing is amAziiNNnG!!! =)

    18. AHHH!!! i was actually screaming…wait i still am…omg! it was the definition of PERFECTION! yay for spashley! omg im so freakin happy right now…that was the best..ash got the BILNG! lol…and then she got something else….lol…but seriously that was totally AMAZING writing….i really loved it…oh and thanks for the shout out! ;-)

    19. i read it again…and i figured that i should tell you that im still overly joyed…and screaming..lmao j/k btw…you gotta make sure that mind of yours keeps working…make sure that you come up with some new material…your writing rocks so keep doin it!

    20. I gotta say, you really rocked my world with your stories. I just feel like reading it from the beginning now that we have it all !!! And I’m actually gonna do it right now, even though it is quarter to 1 in the morning… wouldn’t be the first time i stay up late to read your story!! thank you so much again it was awesome… (I wish you would decide to narrate the wedding and all but let’s face it, maybe you actually have a life… lol). Anyway, great ending. and of course… POST SOON !!! LOL

    21. this story was amazing. i enjoyed every chapter. you had me craving more from you after each addition. I’ll miss coming on here and seeing an update from you, but I’m happy you ended the story in such a positive way. this was a fantastically written story that held us all on the edge throughout its duration. thanks again for such a great fan fic.

    22. Wow, i just wanna say if you have a girlfriend she is one lucky b*tch. Your portrayal of the spashley relationship was so deep and beautiful, it makes me want to be right in there with them. Good on you girl!

    23. Oh mannn. Oh man oh mannnn. Can’t speak… barely think. YEESH girl, I wish I could write like that. I think, throughout the whole thing, you’ve captured their personalites perfectly. Thanks for an amazing read!

    24. ENCORE!! What beautiful ending…*sigh* Anytime hon;) Thank you for such a WONDERFUL story. Are you sure you’re a rookie? LoL…you had my heart melting with every word in every chapter! You’re the greatest hon! And I can’t wait to read your next fanfic;) *kisses*

    25. BRAVO!!!!FANTASTIC!!!.I must say that was a very captivating story from the beginning to the end. I could not wait for your post…I will read it over and over…Thank You!!! Your writing rocks.I do hope you have more fanfic to come.:)For.. I agree..AN ENCORE IS NEEDED!!.

    26. casegurl, yours is the one fanfic I’ve read from start to finish and it was way kewl!! I loved it from the start and I hope this is not the end of such a wonderful relationship. Have you thought about writing on TLW you could prob. do Dana & Alice some serious justice man. I think those two need a great writer. You take it easy and hope to see you post again. Thanx for the shout out!!! Cheers!!!

    27. AMAZING. I was so excited when I got to the bottom of the first page and realized there was another page. But then as I finished the second page…I was sad that the end had come. You have a wonderful imagination and an amazing ability to tell an excellent story. With the exception of the ring in the last chapter, you surprised me all the way along. Just when I thought I knew where you were going, you would throw another twist and leave us hanging…your writing is perfection. I agree with the cheers for an ENCORE. I think there are still some more “memories” in that mind of yours that could be told. Well I hope you continue to write as I would love to read it. I agree with the others, as much as I enjoy reading several of the other stories, it was your story that made me keep checking several times a day to see when you would next write. Keep writing…you are that good!

    28. As much as i hated waiting anxiously for your posts, i’m even sadder that your Spashley story has come to an end. I usually don’t leave comments but your fic totally deserved the encouragement and praise and I am honored to have been a factor in your amazing writing.

    29. I loved your story, it was sooooo soooo good. But I’m still uneasy, I well, don’t trust you that much (you tend to be quite evil), so I need a wedding sequence, where They say their I do’s and then FOREVER and EVEr… I don’t know I fear that suddenly someone will come into that room and kill them…

    30. I cannot even begin to describe my admiration and appreciation for this story into coherent words. Your writing is absolutely beautiful. The vivid imagery used to paint passion and the eloquent and complex descriptions of romance leaves me speechless. All the despair and tangled emotions made everything so believable. This story, and more so this chapter, in which you flawlessly concluded the odyssey of Spencer and Ashley, has really left me in awe. Although fiction, your work has given me much hope. Thank you so much for letting us see the amazing art you have created. I do sincerely hope you continue to write.

    31. Wow, I loved this story, even with all the emotional ups and downs. That’s what made it feel real. I was on the verge of tears half the time, But I loved it.

    32. Absolutely amazing , was a nail biter for a while there not gonna lie, i was listening to a song by Yellowcard called “only one” and it fits this story perfectly “Here I go so dishonestlyLeave a note for you my only oneAnd I know you can see right through meSo let me go and you will find someone”Sounds exactly like what spence did lol well keep up the good work i love your other stories as well !!!

    33. Well I read it again… for the third time, honestly you are a talented writer, your plot was very good, the characters were in character, the descriptions were amazing, spelling & grammar were good… WOW, just WOW… write more soon. And I’m glad you decided to post on the Spashley forums

    34. Well I read it again… for the third time, honestly you are a talented writer, your plot was very good, the characters were in character, the descriptions were amazing, spelling & grammar were good… WOW, just WOW… write more soon. And I’m glad you decided to post on the Spashley forums

    35. Man! I go out of town for one day, and come back to find my FAV story ended. *sniff sniff* Excellent, excellent job. It is hard to believe that was your writing debut. You’re awesome!! I hope you are inspired in the future to write more. We will be eager to read. Thanks again for a wonderful story and a perfect ending!

    36. Man! I go out of town for one day, and come back to find my FAV story ended. *sniff sniff* Excellent, excellent job. It is hard to believe that was your writing debut. You’re awesome!! I hope you are inspired in the future to write more. We will be eager to read. Thanks again for a wonderful story and a perfect ending!

    37. Sigh. I just read this entire fic in one very long sitting. I cannot believe that you call yourself a rookie writer. You’ve weaved such a well-crafted story – filled with so much depth and thought and sentences that were both poignant, painful and exquisite. You’ve written the characters with such detail and truth – I was completely engrossed for the lengthy period that I was staring at my computer monitor. Thanks for this, and (do us all a favor) keep writing.

    38. Sigh. I just read this entire fic in one very long sitting. I cannot believe that you call yourself a rookie writer. You’ve weaved such a well-crafted story – filled with so much depth and thought and sentences that were both poignant, painful and exquisite. You’ve written the characters with such detail and truth – I was completely engrossed for the lengthy period that I was staring at my computer monitor. Thanks for this, and (do us all a favor) keep writing.

    39. I read this whole story last night…stayed up until 3am. Yeah, I’m crazy…and a slow reader…lol. But wow…this was a beyond GREAT story. Loved the flashbacks and the fact that it was 10 (?) years later. I’m not a reader at all…absolutely hate it…but I couldn’t stop when I discovered your fan fiction. Truly amazing…and the ending with the proposing…beautiful…absolutely beautiful. GREAT JOB!

    40. I read this whole story last night…stayed up until 3am. Yeah, I’m crazy…and a slow reader…lol. But wow…this was a beyond GREAT story. Loved the flashbacks and the fact that it was 10 (?) years later. I’m not a reader at all…absolutely hate it…but I couldn’t stop when I discovered your fan fiction. Truly amazing…and the ending with the proposing…beautiful…absolutely beautiful. GREAT JOB!

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