Chapter 1: a short introduction

so here i am, looking over at her secretly like i have been for the last 4 years. i ve known her for 7. we used to be best friends, but then high school came. yesterday i turned 16, and the the aniversery when we met, and i think about that day, almost every second i can.

"come on glen!, please give me my barbie back." i cried, my eight year old being shaking with anger and confusion. "no way spencer, she too hot to hang out with you" he sneered at me. i pouted one last time and when he didnt budge i stormed over to the swings and plopped down on one. "stupid glen, stupid hott barbie, stupid-"i stopped grumbling when i heard a small "ahem" i turned to look and i see a girl with curly auburn hair, and dark whisky eyes satring at me curiously. "sorry." i whisper just realizing i had tears running down my cheeks the whole time. "are u okay??" she asks sitting down next to me. "m-m-my brother s-stole my doll." i cry, then she jumps up and wipes away my tears. "ill be back." she whispers, then storms over to the 10 year old boy who was burying my barbie into the sand box. she got my barbie that day. she also got a new best friend, me.

"Spencer, SPENCER GET UP!" i snap out of my daze and see my best friend austin standingover me with his hands on his hips. "god, aussie could u look any more gay-er" i ask. "pssh, honey if i did theyre wouldnt be any left for you would there?" he asked in a valley girl accent…pretty much his normal voice. And yes people we are gay, and best friends. we’ve been like family ever since i was beat up for beig gay, and he carried me to the nurses office, it was first day of freshman year.

i gathered my stuff and stated walking to my locker with aussie in tow. he knew all about ashley davies and i. rumer has it though that her and aiden dennison the "star b-ball playa" has sex and she got preggerzz. an even worse rumer was that she is 3 months along. what ever, ill beleive when she starts to show. "umph" i fall to the ground with a loud thud. what the hell, did some bitch monkey run into me? i look up and see ashley on the ground holding her stomach . maybe it IS true. "are you okay ash?"i asked her cautiously. "no, my stomach hurts really bad." she says qeunching her eyes shut. i rush to get up and then kneel over to her. "um…is your baby okay?" i ask quietly. she looks up at me with tears in her eyes and then blood leaking down her skirt clad leg. and with that everything goes into slow motion. i scream for austin and he automatically knows whats wrong. next thing i know, im sitting in the ER, waiting to see if i kiiled her baby or not…