“spence…” I started

“I missed telling you I love you” she said

“spence…you messed that up…if you didn’t leave we could be together right now…”

“I know these things take time, but I’m willing to wait…” she said and that crushed me

“Spencer…I’m with Brooke, and right now I don’t see that relationship ending anytime soon…usually I’d come back to you, but you left me when I needed you most”

“because every time I took a step towards you Ashley you moved away and shut me out” she said

“I did not…” I told her

“yes you did…everyone saw it Ashley…I left because I didn’t want to hear you beg for me not to go, and I know you would have…Ashley I did that because you wouldn’t let me love you like I wanted to…” she explained

“why didn’t you just leave a message telling me that? Even a letter Spencer…” I told her

“I don’t know…once I left I didn’t know what to do anymore…” she said

“and now we’re here…” I said

“and now we’re here…” she repeated “…so what now?” she asked

“I don’t know…can’t we just try and be friends…I mean that’s the hard part…” I asked her

“yeah…I’d love that”

“yeah but I have so much work…so I’ll talk to you later?”

“yeah…bye ash…”

“later spence…” I said then I hung up the phone and ran my fingers through my hair letting out a sigh while looking at a picture of me and Brooke, then I went into my drawer and pulled out a picture of Spencer from a magazine that talked about how she made it big for Rolling Stone and her picture was on it then I put it next to the picture of Brooke and I…

“which life do I want…” I said to myself looking between the two

Do you ever feel like you’re bought and sold like property? Someone lets you go and that’s it…sure they miss you, but then they get over it and find something else. Sometimes it feels like the whole past you have together means nothing, and they act like it hasn’t shaped who you are…but it has shaped them…they just don’t want to see it that way, so they hide and “move on”. So, we have the right to move on…don’t we?

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