[hey me and madison r coming up there put in r order]

[sounds good how was it?]

[great we talked to CC he is coming up there too w Ben](we gave him that code name it was fitting cc=cross country) 

[no u didnt he is not]

[ull c]

About 10 minutes later they showed up but no guys.

"Told you you were lying"

"No they went home to take a shower" Kyla said

What do you know they actually came.  I sat with the four of them between tables I’m just good like that haha.  I really like him he is cute and has a great personality that I know of.  After that night Kyla and myself hung out with CC and Ben every night.  Ben ran cross country too and was CC’s best friend.  It seem to be us four all the time for about two weeks.  Plus this guy Tom was trying hard core to get with me and I just wasn’t having it.  So he took all my other free time since he wouldn’t get a hint and I’m a nice person.  I barely talked to Ashley just through text and never got to see her. I knew she would ask about me cause me and Carmen talked everyday through text. 

Finally Christmas break was here and I was excited cause that meant no school.  I was only planning to go home for like two days.  I’m not a fan of going home.  Plus one of my closest friends that was on the team freshman year is going to come visit.  She transfered down to Texas after that year to play at Texas A&M.  I haven’t seen her since the summer so I couldn’t wait for her to come in January. But I would of never though that month would change me completely.

Jess was going to be down here next week and I am counting down.  I talked to Ashley today cause she asked me to go to the basketball game with her and Aiden.  After her begging me saying she hasn’t seen me in forever I caved.  Madison came back for the day early to hang out with me and no one was suppose to know because she was meeting a "friend" that only I knew about but everyone had their own conclusions with it all.  Madison and me were playing the Wii when Ashley walked in the house.  So we just played it off like it was nothing that Madison was here cause Ashley had no clue about this "friend."  After we played for a bit Madison left and Ash dragged me with her to the game, Aiden ended up not coming into town.  I could only stay for the first half of the game cause I had to go to work.  I made Ashley promise me she would come up and keep me company.  When Ashley and Carmen got there Jamie, Erin, Jake, Matt, and Sarah were there drinking in the back.  A complete surprise that they came to work since they rarely come up there.  On one of the rounds I heard them talking about Madison being in town.  Oh hell is all I could think of!  I tried to tell them she wasn’t in town but they weren’t having it.  I’m freaking out by the bar and here comes Ashley.

"Hey whats that all about? You know you could of told me she wasn’t suppose to be in town"

"I know but I figured there would be questions"

"No you can trust me. They just asked what I did today and when I mentioned Madison they freaked out"

"I’m sorry I need to fix this Madison is freaking out"

"Spence its ok if Madison likes girls I do so does Carmen. Its no big thing"

Ok what she just said to me didn’t register at all!

"I know but I need to fix this still"

"Well if you need anything just let me know. I’m really sorry"

After making up some lame excuse to adviod the table they finally dropped it after I kept swearing that they hear Ashley wrong.  I called Madison after work and got her to call down then decided to take a nice hot shower I desreved it.  When I got out of the shower I had a text from Ashley.

[hey im really sorry abt 2night i feel bad]

[dont its my fault i should of known i could trust u]

[u ok now?]

[yeah all good]

[can i ask u a ?]

[sure go 4 it]

[have u ever liked a girl?]