When she pulls away we are both out of breath and panting. I look into her eyes and rest my forhead against hers. she has one single tear rolling down her face and I can see fear, excitement, and…. love in her eyes. I wipe away her tear with the pad of my thumb and kiss her forhead.

"I’ve missed you." she says in a small wishper that I probably wouldnt have caught if I wasnt looking right at her. this snaps me back to reality and I pull away. she could have come back! she could have not fucking left in the first place. She could have at least fucking called! but she didnt and now four fucking years later she realizes that she misses me?

"yeah well it has been four fucking years Ashley!" she just looks at me for a secound and then puts her head down.

"I know baby…. Im so sorry" with her head still down she starts to cry even harder and I see tears fell to the concrete floor. she begins to sob and then her legs give out and I catch her before she falls to the ground and I slowly sit us both down.

"God Damnit Ashely!" she looks up to face me and I see so much pain in her eyes that it hurts me. "I really really cant stand you. do you know that?" she just puts her head down and starts to sob harder. I grab for her and hold her tight. she wraps her hands around herself and tries to pull away from me. I grab her chin and make her look at me. "I really really cant fucking stand you!…." she closes her eyes and moves her head away from me. " but I fucking love you more than anything in the whole fucking world!" her head snaps up to look at me confusion all across her face. I grab her face and crash our lips together in an intense and needy kiss. without breaking the kiss we stand up and open the door. we fall into her dressing room she breaks to kiss to look into my eyes. I glare at her and then pull her to me. I loop my thumbs in her belt loops and grab her ass. we fall into another kiss and she pulls me over to the couch in the corner. she sits down and I straddle her waist. I kiss her hard. her hands reach up to my hair and gently pull the pony tail out letting my long blonde curls fall around and frame my face.