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Reluctance – (Chapter: A cross between)
I order myself three shots and two beers. I refuse to be any where near sober right now……. I have nothing going for me anyway.
Within minutes those are gone too. I order more shots, but no beers. I quickly ask myself what I am doing; am I trying to get alcohol poisoning? Do I want to die? The answers scare me. I refuse to repeat. This isn’t me anyway.
I’m so lost. Lost to the world, to my love, to anything I could feel and it hurts.
Love is just like the lost I guess; something that you don’t understand. I can’t understand maybe. I could refuse to even. I don’t understand.
A girl approaches me. She sits down across from me and orders two beers. I’m guessing one is for me. She just smiles at me and waits, for what I have no clue.
"So, do you always seem this broken?" she asks me.
I say nothing to her, I just chug my beer again and wait for another.
"Right. Okay. So who was the girl you lo…."
"What makes you think I loved her? Can’t I just be an alcoholic?"
"Well, since I was gonna say lost instead of loved, I rephrase my question now. Are you always such a bitch?" she smiles and it makes me want to smile too.
I just look down and sigh. I think about saying sorry, but then ask myself why? Why should I apologise? I want her to leave……. I want her to leave, right?
"Well, my name is Alexa." she drinks some of her beer. "Don’t think that I’m interested in you, I just need someone who isn’t stupid to have a conversation with. You looked like you needed a friend anyway. I always see you here all sad and depressed."
"I don’t need anyone."
"But the one you loved and lost?" she counters.
I grit my teeth and go to leave. When I stand my legs feel like jello and I have to sit back down.
"Good to know you care about me enough to not leave." she says with sarcasm. "You need help, or would that just hurt your pride?"
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goaskalice says
“What makes you think I loved her? Can’t I just be an alcoholic?” I laughed out loud on that. I mean, LITERALLY an LOL moment. That could be the funniest thing I’ve ever read.
goaskalice says
“What makes you think I loved her? Can’t I just be an alcoholic?” I laughed out loud on that. I mean, LITERALLY an LOL moment. That could be the funniest thing I’ve ever read.
Sp0rtigirl says
this girl better not try to get in Ashley’s pants. i know she said she isn’t but there is a thing called lying and i call “bullshit” on her. post more soon.
Sp0rtigirl says
this girl better not try to get in Ashley’s pants. i know she said she isn’t but there is a thing called lying and i call “bullshit” on her. post more soon.