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Reluctance – (Chapter: You Have Given It For Free)
Spencers POV
Sometimes you just want to fly away so you never have to see the same surroundings again, or see anyone again. Sometimes you believe that if you grow wings it would all be better in the end. If I could right now, I would grow those wings I have in my dreams and fly away to find something that would capture her heart for the taking. I would swoop down and show her how high she makes me feel, that she is the only thing I need with me to fly. She takes me up, and I…… I have broughten her down with me…… but I think I let her go.
Her eyes show nothing but anger, nothing but pain and rage to show for the love that used to be there. I came along right? I showed her love wasn’t that bad, made her believe it too. But my honesty is tearing her apart, her trust in me has torn her arm right down the middle.
She still stares at me, her eyes a shade darker than I could ever remember. The anger I guess is setting them to stun, cause I am left standing here with no response.
"Get out," she says with gritted teeth to prove how angry she is.
"Get out," she repeats when I refuse to move. As I said, I am stunned and I can’t figure out what to do now.
"Why aren’t you listenning," the frustration in her voice lets me know that she is slowly lossing the anger……. I know Ashley and usually tears come after frustration.
"I can’t," I finally tell her, giving her a small explaination of why I won’t move; this gives me some more time to think.
"Yes, you can. Unlike me you’re not strapped down to a bed and have no way of walking out. So, turn around, move your legs and leave me alone……. for good," the anger in her voice is gone, she’s just unsure now.
Ashley’s POV
"Get out," I attempt again. It’s not as forceful as before, but maybe she’ll spare me and leave.
"Why aren’t you listenning?" I alsmot scream in frustration. She drives me mad, all the time, yet I loved her for so long and so much. How could I let myself fall into shit like this? I thought I had sworn off love and the second I think twice it stabs me in the back….. she stabs me in the back and the knife will always be there to remind me now.
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perfect little tragedy says
Nooo why???!!!! Stupid girls. Why does Ashley have to be this way in al ot of fics it sucks. Well I love it anyways.. I want to read some more.
Change says
NOOOOOOOOOO!! Damn one night stands!! There is a point Ashley, you Spencer, unlike those whores, you love her…*sigh*
missmik77 says
damn it !!!… what’s the point ?! what’s the point !?! gosh, the point is that you and spencer love each other and those were just one night stands !!! use your head, but follow your heart !… love your update, keep them comin =)
Sp0rtigirl says
No No No No. Bad dream. bad.
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perfect little tragedy says
Nooo why???!!!! Stupid girls. Why does Ashley have to be this way in al ot of fics it sucks. Well I love it anyways.. I want to read some more.
Change says
NOOOOOOOOOO!! Damn one night stands!! There is a point Ashley, you Spencer, unlike those whores, you love her…*sigh*
missmik77 says
damn it !!!… what’s the point ?! what’s the point !?! gosh, the point is that you and spencer love each other and those were just one night stands !!! use your head, but follow your heart !… love your update, keep them comin =)
Sp0rtigirl says
No No No No. Bad dream. bad.
Spashley4life says
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