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Revenge Tastes Like You…But Sweeter – (Chapter: 7)
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Finally, he let go, but I felt my breathing begin to race as my heart was pounding harder, and faster. It was a familiar feeling, one I needed to work out alone. “Hey Clay, I’m gonna call Ash, do you mind?”
“Of course,” With that he left and I swiftly opened my journal to read the questions I needed to ask myself. I began to read aloud, in a quick, breathy, whispered voice. “Why do I feel the need to harm myself? How do I feel at the moment? How will I feel immediately afterwards? How will I feel tomorrow?” I had an answer to every single one of them. I feel the need to hurt myself because I deserve every bit of pain I have caused Ashley to be directed towards my wrists. At the moment, I feel anxious and depressed. I will feel great afterwards. Tomorrow, I will look at the scars and feel horrible for doing it, and guilty, and so, to rid myself of the pain, I will do it again.
It was settled. I rushed to the bathroom and selected a brand new shaving razor. I looked around me and found a dime to break the things keeping each individual blade in. My breathing was beginning to race yet again, faster and faster as I drew my own fate. I picked one blade from the razor and sat on the floor.
I took the cool blade to my wrist and drew and F, followed by a U, a C and a K finished the first word as blood began dripping from my arm. I felt nothing. Next I wrote another word, creating the words “Fuck up” on my wrists. The exclamation mark went deeper than intended. I didn’t realize how deep it had gone for I was too lost in my anger. The blood poured out, making a mess on the floor. The only thing I could think of was how I was going to get in trouble for staining the floor with my blood.
The last thing I saw in a blurred vision was my Glen standing in front of me screaming, but I couldn’t hear him, I was paralyzed at that moment. Soon I saw other people rushing to me. I felt one more tear escape because none of those people were Ashley. And with that…I blacked out…
TBC
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okay what the hell you leave us there its been a year and up please pwety pwease comeback i promise ill be good and comment on everypost*hystaricly crying*i….just….miss….it…so..much….why…why did that have to happen*sniffles tears stops*please update we miss you
pkay ppl nikki is coming back yah and you can thank me i talked her into it but you gotta keep commenting when she comes back to try to get her to stay i can only do so much so comment all the time :)
okay what the hell you leave us there its been a year and up please pwety pwease comeback i promise ill be good and comment on everypost*hystaricly crying*i….just….miss….it…so..much….why…why did that have to happen*sniffles tears stops*please update we miss you
pkay ppl nikki is coming back yah and you can thank me i talked her into it but you gotta keep commenting when she comes back to try to get her to stay i can only do so much so comment all the time :)
omg omg omg! what! spencer no! arhg, ur killing me here.
omg omg omg! what! spencer no! arhg, ur killing me here.
awesome update!! that was insane. in a good way of course! =] PMS!!
awesome update!! that was insane. in a good way of course! =] PMS!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! thats just mean and horrible they need each other but their so damn stubborn that they didn’t even think about the outcome of anything, theyonly though of themselves in this case
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! thats just mean and horrible they need each other but their so damn stubborn that they didn’t even think about the outcome of anything, theyonly though of themselves in this case