“I don’t believe that. Come on I’m going with you to the office.” She said madly as she emerged from the vehicle to find out the truth. I started getting scared again, that was my biggest fear, Spencer Carlin catching me in an obvious lie.

When she got into the office she was soon to realize, that I had lied to her again. She found out that I made everything up and she wasn’t happy about it. She turned and looked at me disappointingly, and I dropped me head in disgust of what I had become.

“You did it again.” She pushed out between her anger and disagreement of my actions.

“Did what?” I asked already knowing what she was going to say, but that didn’t stop my mind from thinking I could get away with these lies all day.

“Ash you lied about going to class.”

“OH MY GOD! No I didn’t, you totally saw me talking to that guy.”

The thing with me is that I don’t understand who I am, it’s like the real me is stuck in my mind of craziness, and I can’t escape it at all.

“Ok, whatever Ashley. Go to class.” Then she began to walk away, I did the same until I felt the urge to turn around.

“See you in a couple of months.” I said the truth this time. I knew it would be forever before I saw her again, and that killed me.

“Ill sees you before that.” She lied; well it looks like 2 can play this game.

“I love you Spence.” I said under my breath as I watched her walk away and drive off.

We didn’t see each other after that, well not at least until thanksgiving.

I walked past the car and made my way to the house. I Opening the door with a fake smile on my face. I wasn’t to happy to be here right now, don’t get me wrong I wanted to see my family, but my mind couldn’t focus on anything but her. I dropped my bags and greeted the family. After a million hugs and kisses, I heard the familiar sound of her breathing coming from across the room. And there she stood in front of me, Spencer Carlin the girl I would dir for, the girl I would give anything to kiss or to just have in my arms forever.