Chapter 4

Spencer: starts to wake up, eye’s still closed saying to no one in particular “oh my god that was the most scariest dream I ever had.” She opens her eyes and doesn’t recognize where she’s at but she does see Ashley looking at her with a sad expression on her face.

Ashley: “Spencer I’m afraid this isn’t a dream. This is real.”

Spencer: “What do you mean?”

Ashley: “me dieing, you dieing that’s all real… not a dream.”

Spencer: “Ash stop joking around.”

Ashley: she walks up to Spencer, takes a hold of her hand’s, and says, “Spencer I wish I was joking, but I’m not.”

Spencer: starts tearing up a little “Your not joking are you.”

Ashley: hugs Spencer and says, “No baby I’m not.”

Spencer: “So why do you feel so real.”

Ashley: giggles a little “oh Spence I am real, you’re real. This (pointing to where their at) is real.”

Spencer: “Where is here? Where are we? How long have you been here?”

Ashley and Spencer are in a all white room, the bed is white, the lamps, the sheets on the bed, there cloths, there shoes, everything. (Sorry for the bad detail of the room)

Ashley: “I don’t know where here is and I’ve only been here for a minute or two before you got here.”

Spencer: she pulls away a little from Ashley to look in her eyes to make sure it really was her. She finds what she was looking for, pulls her in for a searing kiss, and says, “I’ve missed you soo much I never thought I would see you again” and starts crying

Ashley: “I know me too. I never meant to leave you”

Spencer: “What happened how did you die? No forget it don’t answer”

Ashley: “No you need to know. It wasn’t your fault. I know you’ve been blaming yourself for my death, but it was never your fault.”

Spencer: “so what happened?”

Ashley: “From what I can remember, after I hung up the phone from talking to you, I went downstairs and went to my mothers liquor cabinet, got out a bottle of whisky and poured me a glass and went to drink it” pauses and sees the disappointed look on Spencer’s face and continues, “but…I stopped, I stopped because of you, because I didn’t want you to be disappointed in me. So then, I put the glass down and decided just to take a shower to clear my head. While I was in there I was thinking about not being with you for 2 months and that how I can’t be with out you for that long, then I came up with the idea that I can go with you to Ohio. I was sooo excited to tell you, I don’t even know why I didn’t think of it in the first place. I got out of the shower and when I turned around she was there.”