"Hiya, Spence." Ashley gave a small wave and a weak smile. Glen slowly crept out of the room and closed the door, leaving the two girls alone.
   "How long have you been standing there?" Spencer stuttered.
   "Long enough."
   "How much did you hear?"

Ashley walked over and sat next to the blonde. Spencer kept her head down and avoided eye contact.

   "I heard enough." She placed a  hand on the small of Spencer’s back. "Spence? Look at me, please."
   "You probably think I’m disgusting." Her head still down.
   "Spencer, dont-"
   "You probably never want to takl to me again." She gave a dry, forced chuckle. "Truth is, I wouldn’t either if I were you."
   "Spencer, will you-" Spencer cut her off again. She didn’t wanna hear Ashley. She didn’t wanna hear her heart break.
   "It’s just I had to tell somebody. It was eating me alive, Ashley. I’ve hid it for a year."

She stood up and began pacing. Hand shoved in her pockets and her head still down. Ashley just watched as Spencer’s walls finally crumbled as her feelings flooded out of the breaking dam.

   "A whole fucking year! You’d think I’d move on. You’d think I’d get over it because there’s no chance. But, nooooo, me being the idiot I am kept loving you. I wanted to hate you. I wanted to hate you so bad, Ash. I wanted to push you so far away that you never ever wanted to come back to me. I wanted to forget all about you and move on with my life. But I couldn’t. No matter how much I wanted to, I couldn’t leave you. So I pushed my feelings to the back of my mind and the bottom of my heart. I watch you live you happy little life. I was at your every beck and call. You’d say jump and I’d immediately ask how high. I forgot all about my own life and focused on you and your life. You’d go out and have fun and I’d sit in here and think about how perfect you are. I watched you drool over Aiden. Over that asshole. You’re an angel, Ashley, and he took you and your heart down to hell. You deserved the best and he gave you the worst. He sucked the life right out of you and you still loved him. You never stopped loving him. He broke you and left. Who helped you pick up the pieces of your heart? I did. I pickeed up the pieces. I cut my hands on the sharp shards of your heart. Piece my piece. Cut by cut, I helped you put your heart back together. The whole time I was wondering how I could kill him. I could’ve too, Ashley, and I actually would’ve. But, I thought that you needed a friend. I didn’t think it would help too much. So once again, I swallowed my feelings for you and helped you rebuild your life. And it’s breaking my heart, Ashley. You’re breaking my heart and you don’t even know it. I’m trying to be your friend. I’m trying not to think about my feelings and only yours. But, it’s so hard! You’ve been threw so much and I know that you don’t need me bitching because you don’t love me like I love you, but I had to tell you. I had to let you know that my heart is in the palm of your hands. Do whatever the hell you want with it, just don’t throw it away. You can break it into a million pieces, all I want you to do is keep it. Keep it with you forever. I NEVER want it back. I’m not asking for your love, friendship, understanding, or your heart. Just one simple little request, Ashley. Just keep my heart. Just keep it. I beg you, keep it with you forever." And with that Spencer ran out of the room, completely emotionally drained.

yeah i kno its short but hey, it got the point across didnt it?

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