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    Since Birth – (Chapter: 29: The Middle)

    Story written on December 16, 2007 by SoN1stFAN.
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    Words: 1141
    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=17285
    Author Notes:

    It just takes some time
    Little girl you’re in the middle
    Of the ride
    Everything, Everything will be just fine.
    Everything, Everything will be all right, all right

    PREVIOUSLY

     

    ASHLEY’S P.O.V.

    Spencer: “I…I had the chance, right? Stupid me, I gave it up. I threw it away. You’re with her…I guess you deserve to be with her. You deserve to be happy. So just go. Go be happy.” she says, her tears continuously falling.

    Ashley: “I’ll never forget…” she looks up at me. “I’ll never forget being with you…what we almost were. You were my first. My first everything. My first kiss. My first…time…” she looks at me surprised.

    Spencer: “I…”

    Ashley: “Yea, you were my first.” I say smiling to hide my true emotions. We stare at each other, contently for a while.

    Ashley: “I’ll always remember…” I whisper loud enough for her to hear me. Then I leave and go to my room.

    Ashley: “My first love.” I say, leaning against my door, my eyes closed and silent tears falling

     

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    SPENCER’S P.O.V.

    God, that hurt me so much. To tell Ashley to go and be with someone else. But, I want her to be happy. I just thought I would be the one making her happy. I’m obviously not the one she wants anymore, so…I let her go. But that doesn’t mean I don’t think about her. I should have just been with her when I had the chance, but…like they say ‘you can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make it drink’. But I’m no friggin horse, just a stupid girl who was afraid of something that was always right there in front of me. Everything bad is happening, and it hurt me so bad when Aiden broke up with me, but why? I love Ashley, right? I guess deep down, I did love Aiden, it just…I wasn’t in love with him. Ashley and I…we’re alright, I guess. We still don’t talk and hang out together as much as we use to, but we’re ok. Friendly smiles here and there, meaningless talks about nothing. Everything’s fine, or as fine as it can get at this point. I’m at lunch now, sitting alone. I never really hung out with anyone other than Ashley and Aiden. Aiden and I are over so…no more happy days with him, I haven’t seen him around anyway. And Ashley…she’s with Emily. As usual, and I sure as hell am not gonna sit with them just to watch them play kissy face with each other. I hate Emily for being there, I hate that Emily gets to have what I want so badly. But, I guess there’s only one person I can blame for that.

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    1. i love this story right now spence is technically dealing with all this by herself ash had her but she doesn’t have ash at least as much as she needs ps

    2. it’s a pity spence is going to deal with people like mack but ash trying to protect her is cute but it won’t work forever. eventually spence is going to have to deal with the fallout. great update!pms!!

    3. nice update. because what emily said is way true. ash can’t protect spence forever. i like this emily girl and just so you know, i’m not sad that you’re keeping her around. its realistic , you know? spashley can’t be all perfect all the time. emily’s a nice girl. ash deserves someone nice who wants her around ALL the time.

    4. Great update!! It’s very realistic. Spencer needs to learn how to deal with the bigots in the world on her own. Like everybody has said, Ash can’t always protect her. I love this story. PMS!!!

    5. i love this story right now spence is technically dealing with all this by herself ash had her but she doesn’t have ash at least as much as she needs ps

    6. it’s a pity spence is going to deal with people like mack but ash trying to protect her is cute but it won’t work forever. eventually spence is going to have to deal with the fallout. great update!pms!!

    7. nice update. because what emily said is way true. ash can’t protect spence forever. i like this emily girl and just so you know, i’m not sad that you’re keeping her around. its realistic , you know? spashley can’t be all perfect all the time. emily’s a nice girl. ash deserves someone nice who wants her around ALL the time.

    8. Great update!! It’s very realistic. Spencer needs to learn how to deal with the bigots in the world on her own. Like everybody has said, Ash can’t always protect her. I love this story. PMS!!!

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