I mean..it’s not like she does it for no reason. I’m not the most beautiful women on the planet, she doens’t have to be with me. Ashley knows as well as I do that the two of us can’t leave each other. It’s impossible. We’d rather die first.

So, if we’re so perfectly made for each other…why do I let her put her hands on me like I’m a disobiedient dog? Why do I let her mark me with her brutal punches and kicks until I cry…why am I still with her? I don’t know how to answer that…I mean, who does? No one…not really anyway…you know, I remember the first time she did it….we had come back from a party at Aiden’s house….

Spencer: "Baby are you okay?"

Spencer watched her girlfriend slowly turn her head around to stare at her.

Ashley: "You were doing it again."

Spencer: "Doing what?"

Ashley: "Don’t play stupid with me."

Spencer: "Ash are you-"

Ashley: "What?!"

Spencer put her purse down on the kitchen table and walked over to Ashley.

Spencer: "Your drunk, aren’t you?"

Ashley: "No I’m not fucking drunk! I’m pissed! I saw what you were doing with that stupid-"

She banged her fists n the kitchen counter. Spencer slowly backed away from her.

Spencer: "Ash calm down you’ll wake up-"

ashley: "Calm down? Who said I was mad?!"

Spencer: "..You did."

Ashley: "hehe, trying to be smart now eh?"

Spencer: "Ashley I-"

Ashley reached over and grabbed Spencer by her hair. She pulled her close and talked in her ear.

Ashley: "Why don’t you make us dinner honey."

Spencer pulled away from Ashley and looked at the clock on the wall.

Spencer: "It’s 10:30 at night."

Ashley: "ANd?"

Spencer: "*sigh* Ashley let’s just go to bed okay?"

Ashley: "SO I guess you don’t want to talk to-"

Spencer: "Ashley I wasn’t trying to-"

Ashley: "Shut up Spencer! Just shut up!"

Spencer: "…"

ashley walked towards Spencer. She looked at her with hot and fiery eyes.

Ashley: "You trying to leave me now?"

Spencer: "No baby I-"

Ashley: "What?! You’re gonna stand here and tell me that you weren’t flirting tonight right?"

Spencer: "Ashley you’re not making any sense!"

Ashley: "I’m not making ANY FUCKING SENSE?!"