Carrie Underwood and Taylor Swift are right in front of me.  Wow.  I’m going to have a panic attack.  I almost scream like a school girl, and Ashley knows I’m happy.

"You can talk to them if you want baby."  She smiles at me.  I hate how she always knows what I’m thinking.

So, I do.  I tell them how much I love them over and over.  They are both so sweet, but I knew that.  The show starts.  And, just like I thought Ashley won every single award I thought she would.  Then, she left me sitting alone.  She had to go backstage to get ready to perform.  She was closing the show.  I felt so alone.  You know, that was until The Plain White T’s lead singer sat down right beside me.  I was in my own little heaven then.  Then, she was introduced.  There she was looking beautiful, just her and that guitar.

So, I wrote this song a couple weeks ago.  It’s brand new, and no one has heard it but me.  It’s for you, Spence.

We locked eyes, and she played.

You gave me your innocence
When we were seventeen
You held me closly
Told me I was your dream
I was your dream come true

We were so perfect
Together
We fit like nothing better
I knew you were the one
We were in love
You swore it
Then you tore it apart
I still don’t know why

Then you left me
So lonely
I had nothing but what was before me
I need you
I swear it
It’s cliche
But, it’s so true
I’m standing here begging you please
If I was good enough for your innocence
Why won’t you give your heart to me?

I remember that night
By the fire place light
Your bare skin against mine
How could I forget
A feeling like this
I just wish I had that chance again

We were so perfect
Together
We fit like nothing better
I knew you were the one
We were in love
You swore it
Then you tore it apart
I still don’t know why

Then you left me
So lonely
I had nothing but what was before me
I need you
I swear it
It’s cliche
But, it’s so true
I’m standing here begging you please
If I was good enough for your innocence
Why won’t you give your heart to me.

When she stopped playing, I was crying.  That hit hard.  I found her not to long after that.