After spending practically the whole weekend with Ashley then Sunday night when I was doing school work then I noticed how happy I was and how I’ve never been this happy before. I’ve never felt so excited to be hanging out with someone and to be close. It’s like we connected so fast and like nothing I’ve ever felt before. I just felt so safe and secure, like I could just be myself and I know she won’t judge me or think less of me in any way. Is it possible that I could be feeling more for her then just a friendship? I mean I know I’ve never felt like this about anyone before I met Ashley but I never thought I would have these feelings towards another girl. I’ll just take it one step at a time and see what happens.

Everything’s been going great with Ashley and I ever since she told me about Aiden. She seems to have really let everything go with her trust issues and doesn’t hold anything back anymore and it’s caused us to become closer. And just when I figured everything with Aiden was over since I hadn’t heard from him, he catches up to me after class one day to make another date. I agree remembering I told Ashley I would take my time with him and not fall for his charming self. And when I told Ashley about it then she briefly disagreed with the idea but after I reassured her that everything would be okay then eventually she came around. It felt good to have someone care for me as much as Ashley cared about me. I felt like I was on top of the world and no one could touch me.

Friday night rolled around and I got ready for my date with Aiden. This time I wasn’t so excited and didn’t worry about what I was wearing and what I looked like. To be honest, I’d rather be spending tonight with Ashley then with anyone else. Aiden had his usual one liners directed towards me which was flattering but unsuccessful. Dinner was good and we made usual conversation. I felt happy to be out to dinner knowing that everything between Ashley and I has never been better.