Bounce, bounce, bounce, crack. SHIT! Oh man I hope I didn’t break anything. I think I might have cracked her frame. Let’s look at the damage. No I don’t see anything wrong with the fram, but I did find a journal that I think made the sound. It has a broken spine. I’m just relieved that it wasn’t the bed.

…I wonder whats in it… Don’t worry I’m not going to read… too much of it. Come on don’t judge me, you know you’re curious too.

‘After Graduation’ is what the front of the journal says. Come on you know you want to know what goes on in her head.

‘So I’ve finally graduated who would’ve thought it would come so soon. I want to go to NAU because the nursing program there is awesome. I even got in, but Travis wants to go to USC. So I guess I’m going with him there. He also doesn’t agree with my career choice. He thinks I should be a lawyer or some other profession that makes a ton of money. I don’t really want to be a lawyer but he is very persuasive I might end up becoming one. And then there’s my mom she wants me to be a doctor. Her it’s easier to say no to. I told her that I want more one on one time with the patients. She’s a surgeon and doesn’t really talk to the people she helps. I know she’s making a difference I just want to do it a different way. My dad and brothers are supporting whatever decision I make.’

Ya well they’ve always been good guys. I have always loved Glen and Clay. And I remember her dad was awesome whenever I went over to her house. Oooo there’s one about my grad party.

‘Last night was Ashley’s grad party. I wish we hadn’t gone. Reason being is that when ever I’m around her I get this weird feeling. Almost like I’m going to be sick, but in a good way. I don’t know. We used to be friends and I honestly miss being her friend. I just can’t be though. Travis told me that he doesn’t date homo lovers. He said that I had to choose. He loves me so much and I honestly don’t think anyone would love me as much as he does. He’s too good for me and he could do so much better than me, but he chose me so I’m going to do everything I can to make him happy so he stays with me.’