LonelyHeart: actually I am not really new Yorker, I more than 2 years ago here ago pulled.

Losingthelight: why? The job? A woman?

LonelyHeart: well it was indirect a woman or should I better say ex? I made a giant error, did largest my life and I it in such a way very much, very much for pain.

Losingthelight: do you want to tell me more of it?

LonelyHeart: actually already I do not know, where I am to begin?

Losingthelight: how would it be with the beginning?

LonelyHeart: there is no beginning

Losingthelight: what is to be called?

I understand very well how she feels. If I should describe my experience from tonight, I would also not know where I should start. Then, actually, I would also have to tell to her the whole history with you and I would not want this at the moment at all. But one led to the other, it is connected inseparably. On the one hand it frightens me how close you are to me still, on the other hand, it is a close feeling, yes, I still love you, today this has become clear to me once more completely.

LonelyHeart: now, I do not know, when it began. Do you know that, if one knows exactly that it is somewhat wrong but one can not stop it to it then is too late?

Losingthelight: only too well, I degrees exactly the same which experienced, I have also known that it would be an mistake, but I had simply ignored it

LonelyHeart: and which is happened?

Losingthelight: I had to admit myself that I am not yet over a woman away, but continue to tell

Everything in me balked. Now I did not want to talk about you, not about myself, not now, not tonight.

LonelyHeart: well, when I had made the error, I could not see myself to no more into the eyes. I had done its pain in such a way, therefore was better it to go, so that it did not have to bear me any longer

Losingthelight: you mean, you are gone around her to be protected?