Days and weeks went by Ashley and I bearly talk is kinda ackward and it kinda hurts yet we still try to talk.. even though we havent hung out [sucks major monkeyballs!].. i miss her I really do yet I was still hurt..Im just confuse on which was bigger missing her or hurting for what she did..hopefully time will answer me that..

It was night time and you know what that means!!! time to talk to Ashley! [cant help to have a smile on my face] she has been calling me every night like she promise she hasnt stopped trying…

Hey Spencer

Hi ash

How was your day cutie? do any crazy stunts robbed a bank or something?

haha nah just the usual woke up rode my bike to china and back

oh well that seems like an excercise maybe I should try

ash lets face it you wouldnt even be able to get on the bike

ok thats true but hey I still have a ssmoking body

haha tru tru dont know how but true

So what are your plans for this weekend my "friend"?

well "friend" Chels is dragging me to some kind of kareoke you know show off my singing skills

oh god please let me know where this is going to take place!

why? does ashy wanna stalk me?

pshh you wish baby.. nah because people must be warned!

oh wow thanks you just jealous

oh Spence even if your mom tells you your singing is amazing it doesnt mean its true

well at least someone tells me nice things

ah! touche my dear!

yea yea i though so Spencer 1 Ashley ZEROOOOO!

stop doing your victory dance Spence..

how! how you know?

I know you so well Spency poo haha

Anyways guess we are going to end up seeing eachother soon then

huh?

well Madison is dragging me there too haha

oh for real!

yup I guess i see you then beuti.. friend!

see you there then Ashy..

yea i know being friends with her is so hard she is just so adorable… but this is the way it has to be we are in a friend zone! however YAYAY im finally going to see her this weekend and if things get weird at least we will have twenty other people there…

Ashley’s POV

This Friend thing yea not working out I want her I want her more than ever! she is just so cute and adorable and god i miss her so much everything about her every single thing she does makes all the pain in the world fade away…. Im so happy Madison is taking me with her she knows i been sad and depressed because of Spencer so by doing this she just help me so much! more that she can even imagine YAYAYAY god bless hispanic girls!.. i get to see Spencer woohoo yea woot woot! I said singing and doing my special victory dance Ashley reloaded! as i like to call it.. of course i dont do it in public often besides is kinda dangerous last time i hurt myself long story short I ended up with a cast.. suddenly I got a text from Spencer

[stop the dancin might hurt urself lmao xoxspencerxox]

[wat! shut it I wasnt xxashxx]

[I know u well 2 ashy xoxspencerxox]

We know eachother so well and thats why WE ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER! and sooner or later I will prove it to her!

Is life going to caught up and separate us
I’ll dream about you. I will not doubt you with the passing of time.
Should they kill me, your love will fill me, as warm as the bullets.
I’ll know my purpose. This war was worth this. I won’t let you down.
No… I wont.