Is it the way you smile

Is it the way you look at me

Well what can I say I fell for you

For me now noone compares to you

Am I in love?

Its confusing i know

I regret it! I get It I destroy It i dont deserve this!

what can i do now baby? please just tell me

It doesnt matter cuz well you have move on now and its way too late

our hearts have been broken to many times………….this is all i do in class just write some stupid little songs to her my heart cant go on like this…

A week has gone by and Ashley doesnt even acknowledge me.. everytime I see her she laughs and flirts with anyone that is around her especially now that she found this pale model looking barbie ahh her name was Amy and i just wanted to grab her by the hair and rip it all off! is just too much everyday my hearts keeps breaking over and over again when i see them walk by giggling, hugging, just seeing them together was killing me slowy and painfully I can’t bearly eat I cant concentrate I just don’t really care about anything anymore I screwed up bad and she was making me pay for it.. it seems like she doesnt even cares I try saying hi, aim her, even call her but nothing she is either too busy or just doesnt answer and top it all off when i tried talking to her during school Amy just got in front of my face and told me to back off because Ashley didnt want to talk to me" …Kayla was the only person i could talk to about it but i felt so bad thats all I really talk about lately but come on I cant help it.. its like i cant breath i cant be happy I cant even smile without having her in my life..

"Spencer we need to talk" kayla only calls me spencer when she is serious.. "sure whats up K?" "Its about Ashley" right then my world came down has something happen to her? I wouldnt be able to live! "She is being getting high so much lately now she even started doing cocaine and the e pill! she has never done stuff like that you know it and Its all because of that blondie wannabe she got her into all those stuff .. she is just way too vulnerable right now" oh my poor baby i couldnt let her keep doing this to herself I cant give up I need to fight for her no matter what no matter how many times she rejects me! " I have to do something about this K she cant do that is too much!" That day i found out she was going to go to this " private drug and alcohol party" and whos house?! of course AMY! those party where all about drinking everything containing alcohol pretty much and doing as much drugs as your body can handle.. oh after i help ashley AMY IS GOING DOWN! that bitch wont know what hit her..