I walked away quickly. I was mentally slapping myself for ever letting my guard down and when I got to the main floor I couldn’t wait to get outside to smoke so I went into the bathroom right by the elevator.

"Ash…." I heard Spencer come in and I opened up the stall door and stepped out.

"I’m sorry."

"I’m sorry." We both said at the same time and it was nice to see her smile.

"Thank you….I….well I whatever…..this is..(she pointed back and forth between us)….I definitely didn’t want to explain it to my mom yet." She is so cute jeez I have to make myself snap back to reality when she talks.

"It’s ok….I….I wasn’t sure but….no one should have to come out like that…(we were both quiet for a few seconds trying to think of something to say)………..Spencer the way I was to you……well to everyone……I…..I don’t want to be that way I…I just umm…..I can be a bitch."

"Yeah…..why is that?" She sounded like she was joking but I knew I needed to explain.

"I try not to be close to people…..it makes things easier."

"Ash…..I don’t know what is going on with me….I have never felt like this…." She stepped towards me and I stepped back.

"Will you just hold still?" She laughed at me as she pulled my face to hers kissing me slowly. She put her hands on my face and I wrapped my arms around her body.

"Wow." When she pulled back my eyes were still closed and that was all I could get out.

"Yeah….all we need now is my mom to come in to make this moment perfect." She smiled at me and I couldn’t help but smile back.

"Spencer I have to tell you something……." I didn’t even know what I wanted to tell her but I felt this weight on me that I needed to lift off.

"I’m not easy."

"That’s not what I heard." She laughed and my heart just melted some more.

"I meant to be with."

"I know……but I’m willing to try."

"Can you come over tonight?" I was trying not to get my hopes up but I really wanted to see her tonight.

"Umm I have to see how everything goes here but I should be able to after he goes to bed……I can’t promise though."