Chapter 12

EPOV

The next week was full of paranoia, did Caius know? Did anyone know? Fuck was this really such a good idea?

To make matters worse, Thursday evening Bella was chosen to pick the keys last and Jessica picked my car keys second, the stupid bitch tried to nibble me from head to toe I accidentally threw her off of me, no fucker had the right to do that other than Bella.

While Jacob was picked first by Victoria, I laughed to myself when she picked him good luck mother fucker was the kindest thought I had.

By the time I got out the room Bella had gone, which mortified me because I did not have the chance to tell her I had booked me and Tanya a holiday, I needed to guarantee Tanya and Jacob would not meet up, I couldn’t run that risk with only a few weeks to go before Caius was taken care of.

She would think we had gone away as a happy couple.

She would think I had deserted her.

She would not understand why I had not told her.

I only hoped she would understand – I love her.

On the final day of our holiday me and Tanya got into the discussion we had both been dreading for the last few months.

“I think we need to take a break” I blurted it out, because fuck I could not stop thinking about Bella and if she even tried to deny she was not craving Jacob I would pull her fucking Blond hair out and feed her to the sharks.

You got to love the Caribbean – shark invested waters.

“What about the wedding?” Tanya asked I fucking choked, yes choked, we had the bar staff running around me like fucking flies, was this woman seriously thinking we should get married.

After everyone had calmed down and I assured them I was not dying of a heart attack they all went back to their business while me and Tanya stared at each preparing to sort ours.

“It is going to be the highlight of the season”

“The fucking highlight of what?” I blurted out.