I told my men they did not need permission, if they saw each other again, take them out that was my exact words, take them out…..take them fucking out…..why would I say that? Why would I fucking say something so stupid and for the first time in my dumb ass life not mean it.

Die you bastard

I could imagine Edward saying it over and over as his fist punched into my nose, I suddenly felt my body tumble to the floor, I had no strength to move, I had no energy left in my body.

I nodded in and out of unconsciousness to eventually be woken by Claire.

“Hey dumb ass” Claire called while prodding me with a pen “you still alive?”

“No” I moaned out in pain because fuck I really had just taken the best beating of my life.

“What the fuck did you do this time? Tell me now if Tanya and Jacob are dead” Her voice was actually quite threatening for the first time in our twenty one year relationship BITCH

“I thought you didn’t like being involved in this side of work” I mocked the bitch because she was just so fucking annoying it was enjoyable to wind her up.

“Don’t make me finish the job Edward started” Claire moaned out, I still never had or could get used to her whining.

“CAIUS” Claire called, she wanted an honest answer, did I tell her the truth, did I tell her the lie, each one slightly surreal, but memorable.

“CAIUS Last chance” I think she would have rammed the pen down my throat if I didn’t answer.

“YES” I yelled out “YES they are both fucking dead ok, Yes they are as we speak being drove off a cliff" I took a long painful breath

"Do not tell Edward and Bella Claire, I mean it, let them think they have run off together, it’s the best way, they will never get over this if they believe we killed them…..I killed them…..I fucked up, Claire things are going to change after this, I swear it will love”

The next second there was a foot in my face and I was out cold again.