BELLA’S POV

Hello my name is Bella Swan I am 23 years old, I have been engaged to Jacob Black for the last 5 years, I am an accountant and Jacob is a mechanic.

We live in a two up, two down quaint modern house in Seattle; we have no children, no pets and generally keep ourselves to ourselves.

We return to our hometown of Forks every other month to see our family and friends and the rest of the time we have quite a heavy work schedule although we do get out once a week for a meal with each other, we are fairly normal people who lead a normal life.

 That was up until three months ago; Jacob suggested we take a break I was absolutely mortified at the thought of Jacob not being in my life, I suggested anything to keep him, therapy, threesome, dressing up, anything I could think of in that split second not to have him go.

At the time it did not feel like I was begging and making a complete mockery of myself, it felt more like self preservation, life without Jacob Black felt like I would be lost, cut in half, pulled into a black hole never to return, yes offering Jacob anything seemed like a worthwhile cause.

And so it was.

The Start

“You are willing to try anything?” Jacob asked his voice reeked with sudden excitement and enthusiasm.

“Yes” I squealed realising there was a small possibility of him not leaving me.

“I was talking to a work colleague and he was telling me about his brother who is involved in……a secret society”

“Secret society?” I questioned, naivety was my biggest problem, along with clumsiness and turning red more frequent than not.

“Yes, it’s for couples who are willing to try…..anything” Jacob called suggestively, while flashing me a wink that melted my heart.

“If you think it will help, then of course, like I said I will try anything” anything to keep him.

“Oh it…” Jacob started walking slowly towards me, stopping at the foot of the couch where I was sitting “will help” he called while bending down so his lips were inches from mine “us a lot” he called while making the final move to touch my lips with his, Jacob picked me up in his arm and carried me bridal style to the bedroom where he lay me down on the bed.