Well here we are, not where i want to be, where am I? At Aidens where I definatly dont want to be but hey im here, might as well make the most of it.

    "So when do you plan on moving in, next week?"

    "What? next week?

    "Ya i as thinking the sooner the better babe!"

    God Aiden can be so annoying, I think im going to go for a walk and call Ash.

     I walked outside to be met with the cool winter breeze, damn should of grabbed my jacket.  I dialed the all to familair number, "Hey Ash, how are you?"

    "Well if it isnt my spency poo!"

    "Shut up, you know i hate that."

    "No, no you no you love it when i call you that."

     "never would i ever, i love when you call me spen, never mind im not even going to say it."

    "ya ya ya, so what are you up to?"

    "Well im in Davis with Aiden, stayed the weekend, ohh I so have something to tell you!!"

    "Ohhh do tell, what is it?  I know, your pregnant, running off to Las Vegas to get married before midnight am i right?"

    "uh, well part of it is kind of on the right path…" i instantly looked down at my feet and relized that i didnt really want to tell her this.

    "Oh my god spence, are you, preg-"  she said almost yelling.

     "No no no," i said interupting, "Aiden he uh well he proposed to me today." I should have sounded more exciting but i just couldnt get my voice to the excitment level needed for the occasion.

    "HE WHAT?"  she sounded shocked.

    "Proposed, we were in his room and he told me to leave for a minute he wanted to do something well he had set up candles all around the room and when he yelled at me to come back in he was down on one knee and well, he proposed."

    "you said…"

    "what was i suppose to say, ‘no i dont love you, ive only been pretended for the past 3 years?’ of course i said yes ash"  my voice dropped at the last part of that i have been pretending, just no one knows that.

    "Well then, im happy for you, if your happy im happy!"  She didnt sound to happy, i wonder why

    "are you sure your happy, you dont sound to happy..?" 

   "ya spence im happy for you, hey when you get back to sacramento we should go to lunch, kay?"

   "ya ill call you then."

   "ill be waiting spence, talk to you later, loveya!"

   "loveya to ash, bye"

    God only if you knew how much i did truelly love you.  Well back to the one and only Aiden, YAY!…ya right….