Previously in "Time to stop":

We have to go, Damn it!

The come back:

After our kissing made its way to a make-out session, and after the make-out session was really getting deep, Ash pulled away !

When we arrived at Spencer’s house, I was leaning in to kiss her but she pulled away.

While I was closing the door behind me, I could here people crying, as I approached the living room, there was a broken frame on the floor, I took it and I saw a picture from my parents. As I walked closer to the room I saw my mom crying on the couch, and my dad was yelling at her:

I really chosen a really good day to get out of my house since it was beginning to rain! I had nothing but a t-shirt, the sweatshirt from Ash, and my skirt! I was really equipped for that! I really didn’t know where I was going! Why did I have to say it like that? Well now it said, so that’s a good thing I guess?… I no longer have to worry about that! Yeah good move Spence! Now you don’t have a family anymore! Where are you gonna live? How are you gonna eat? What about school?…I just… I just wanted to escape just for now I was wet toe to head. Drops were falling from my nose, I couldn’t feel if it was my tears or the rain anymore.

But the rain was so heavy we couln’t see anything. Plus my bleeding eyebrow didn’t fix anything, I think it was getting infected because it hurt a lot. So as I reach the beach, I know it was the beach because I could hear the ocean. I began to walk over there when I heard a heavy sound of brake from a car just in front of me.

Oh my god! Did I hit it? Did I hit the person? Oh my god, now they’re walking again good that’s good! I tried to yell at them just to see if they were okay but they just continue to make their way to the beach! So I pulled over and began to run!

She made her way to the ocean, the water first by her ankle, then her knees, tighs…

I made my way into the water, I try to reach her hand but she snapped at me each times, so I took her into my arms, pulling for a hug, she was struggling, hitting me more than once in the chest, with her fists!

 – Shhh, it’s okay…

After ten minutes of struggling, she had released, totally weak, falling on her knees, so vulnerable, I had to carry her on the beach…

I really had NO clue to what was happening, I mean that’s not Spencer, she doesn’t just throw herself in the water for no reason, still it hurts, but I had to know why first. Well I wasn’t gonna have this conversation today anyway. So I wanted to go back to my house, but Spencer didn’t want to move.

 – Look, Spence, we can’t stay here, the rain is too heavy and we’re already completely drenched, let’s go back to my house, we can shower, and just take a nap, I won’t ask any questions I promise.

She just nodded.

So when we got at my house, after what felt like an hour because neither one of us talked, we both showered, and change into something more comfortable and I cleaned her eyebrow. Then I put her into bed, under the sheets. I wasn’t really tired, so I was just gonna go on the couch to watch some t.v., when I felt a hand on my arm.

It was 9 p.m. when Spencer woke up from her nap, I was staring at her, she looked at me, I couldn’t read her, it made things so much more difficult! She wasn’t smiling, not crying, she was just being cold.

The car ride was silent, I just hold her hand, her head on my shoulder. When we got into her driveway, we look at each other for what felt like an eternity, feeling the fear in each others eyes.