So after a few more hours hanging out at my place we are now headed towards the movie theater. Becca and Aiden made me tell them everything that happened last night. They weren’t as happy for me as I thought that they would be. Honestly they weren’t really happy for me at all. They think I’m just getting my hopes up only to be let down. Apparently girls like Spencer Carlin don’t fall for girls like me. What the hell is that supposed to mean? Girls like me? They said that she is popular and I’m an outcast. It will never happen. They don’t believe that things can ever change. They think that Spencer won’t ever dump Madison for me. They completely ruined my emotional high. They told me they loved me no matter what happens though, they just want me to be careful with Spencer because they don’t want to see me hurt anymore than I already do.

            I’m definitely in a pretty pissed off mood now. I mean they are my two best friends they are supposed to be supportive of me. I don’t even really feel like going to the movies anymore but I know that Becca really needs this day and no matter how pissed off I am at her and Aiden I’m still going to smile and pretend like everything is ok for her because I love her. She’s like my sister and I know she’d do the same thing for me. I mean I guess honestly I know her and Aiden are just looking out for me and being good friends but that still doesn’t mean I can’t be mad at them right now for ruining my happy moment.

            We arrived at the movie theater only to find that it was extremely packed with kids from school. This is why I hate doing these types of things on the weekends. I hate dealing with the kids from school when I don’t have to. It’s enough to be made fun of and shunned everyday of the week, but on the weekends I sort of get a break. It’s like my safe haven.

            While we were waiting in line, I was talking to Becca, she was telling me about this girl she had met when she had gone out to eat with her mom. Her name was Jess and she was a freshman at UCLA. Apparently, her and Becca had talked a bit and exchanged numbers. To say that I was happy for Becca was an understatement. Becca hasn’t really been interested in anyone since the last girl she had a crush on completely used her to get close to me. Apparently this girl, Lynn, had acted like she wanted to be with Becca, she even went as far as to tell her she was in love with her, all in an attempt to get to know me, hoping I’d introduce her to my father and she could get a record deal. It took a week for Aiden and me to get Becca out of bed after that. I have never seen her so heartbroken and I never want to see it again, which is why I will have to meet this Jess girl, give her a talking to.