I was sobbing, with my head in my hands as Alice hugged me affectionately.

"Shh, let it all out," Alice whispered.

"Dusty," I said softly looking up, "I will always love you okay? This child will grow up knowing who you are, you will live through me, and through Paulie! I have to let you go

or it will destroy me, but know that you will always be with me."

I was sobbing as Alice walked me back to the car soothing me, "you did good Helena, you did good."

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Angelica:

"Shh," I soothed softly rubbing Momma T’s head tenderly. She was lying her head on my lap sobbing hysterically. I dropped Jimmy off before we came back.

We found Momma T sobbing in her room and Momma B was nowhere to be seen. Jenny, who was sitting on the other end of the couch nestling Momma T’s feet on her lap.

"Where’s Momma B?" Jenny said softly her lip quivering.

"I don’t know, maybe Kit’s," Momma T responded her voice raw with tears.

"Are you breaking up?" Jenny said.

"Jen!" I scolded.

"I don’t know Jenny," Momma T said.

Jenny’s lip quivered and I let out a sigh, "come on Momma T, you need to go to bed."
I helped Momma T up with Jenny’s help, and we guided her to her room. We laid her down on her bed and she got into a fetal position. I grabbed Jenny’s arm and took her out of the room, shutting the door behind me.

"Jen, watch momma okay?" I said.

"Where are you going?" Jenny said.

"To find Momma B," I said. Jenny nodded and I grabbed my keys and left.

My first destination was ‘The Planet,’ and if she wasn’t there she would surely she would be at Auntie Kit’s house.

I arrived at ‘The Planet,’ and went inside. Immediately I recognized two people at the bar and went to sit next to them, "Mikey, Shay."

"Hey Ange," Mikey said.

"What you doing here this time of night?" Shay said.

"Looking for my Momma B, she and Momma T got into a huge fight and Momma B

left," I said.

"Oh shit," Shay sighed.

"You know," Mikey said, "my dad said that he dated your momma T once, in one of their breakups. And I actually do remember a blonde girlfriend he had once."