“What did you want to talk about?” Bette wished she could take it back ‘Stupid question’ she thought. Tina tried not to laugh as she spread the blanket out on the grass. “You can sit” Tina gestured. “Last night was…” “Stupid” Bette cut Tina off. “We don’t even know each other and we were both upset, I’m sorry”

“Stupid..?” Tina looked disappointed. “It wasn’t stupid Bette, If you like me you could have just said”
“I know Tina, I shouldn’t have kissed you, these feelings I’m having…I don’t want to have them”
“You don’t?” Tina felt this pain tug at her chest.
“I mean, when we go back to school it’s not like we are going to talk right?”
“Right?” Tina’s head was confused; last night seemed like a completely different Bette.

“Bette, I dunno what feelings I’m having, I don’t think I’m gay but I know I didn’t back away when I knew you were going to kiss me” Tina blushed thinking their feelings wasn’t mutual.
“That’s why I’m confused, you seemed into it but then you freaked out”
“Bette you have to understand that was my first kiss with a girl, my head was spinning with questions, questions I didn’t want to answer” Their eyes dropped, both remained silent.

“I’m sorry if I rushed things, did I mess things up between us, we can still be friends right?” Bette hated using the word friends now that she knew what it was like to have more.
“Bette, I’m not looking to be friends with you” Bette’s eyes dropped to the floor hoping Tina wouldn’t see the disappointment. “That’s cool, it’s a stupid trip—“

Tina cupped Bette’s face and gently kissed her soft lips.
“I thought…” Bette began to talk but Tina wasn’t in the mood to be talking. “Shhh…Let me try this again” Tina kissed her snaking her tongue in to meet Bette’s. They both moaned feeling the connection.

Bette slowly let Tina fall back onto the blanket whilst still kissing her. This felt so right to both girls, at that moment they didn’t care what anyone thought, their separate groups, their parents, their friends none of them mattered right now. Unintentionally Bette’s pushed her leg in between Tina’s causing her to moan into Bette’s mouth. Her hand travelled up Tina’s side and onto her breasts, Bette began thrusting her leg against Tina.

“Stop!” Tina pulled away, trying to catch her breath. “It’s not that I don’t want this, believe me I really want this, but it’s–”
“Too fast” Bette breathed heavily. “Definitely, and I don’t want our first time to be rushed, I want us to date to the point that we are begging for each other’s touch” She moved so that she was lying next to Bette. “Don’t get me wrong, that was amazing” Tina smiled, moving a strand of hair from Bette face, she couldn’t stop smiling.
“What?” Tina asked. “You want to date me”