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    A Discourse on Desire…chapter 14

    Story written on October 17, 2005 by cassandra_b.
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    Bette’s husband comes home….will she tell him about her love for Tina?

     Bette didn’t have to do much with the house, it was clean and tidy though a bit dusty. What Bette was worried about was her hickies. She could not cover all of them adequetly enough with her foundation. Bette didn’t want to get Tina too mixed into this than she already was, Bette was not even sure if she was going to tell Paxton the truth. She would just build upon what he thought, if he could notice. Pax was not great at noticing things, he only noticed things about Bette if she was really out of wack. She felt calm though, a bit nervy but calm. She was angry at Tina. They had not resolved anything. When Bette went about room from room collecting all her things Tina ignored her, she sat at the her desk doing something. Bette had stood behind and said…”well….see ya then” Tina turned around and had gave her the most disgusted look Bette ever saw. She hated herself then, she was too worried about keeping the peace and in so worrying she was hurting Tina, so bad. And herself. Bette had still not admitted to Tina that she viewed this ‘fuckfest’ as more than that. But what could she do really? None of this was planned, she didn’t PLAN on going over and…well maybe a bit. But that wasn’t the point, the point was that Bette didn’t know what she wanted. In not knowing what she wanted, she was hurting everybody.

     Bette saw the taxi, she saw her husband, saw him lug his baggage up the path and onto the porch. In her panic Bette took from the kitchen cupboard some vodka and downed four shots worth, her nose burning she stuck it back and gagged. Bette rinsed her mouth while Paxton closed the door, pulling his stuff in the living room. Bette didn’t have the chance to say anything before Pax pulled her into his arms. “Jezz I was so worried! You were never home when i called! O well…I got a Taxi, how are you my love? how are you..im doing really well, quite well, you know how that Phd in English Literature didn’t seem to amount to anything? Well mom pulled some strings and now im Professor at UCLA! Professor teaching Romantic poetry! how exciting huh? O you should of came to San Diego…beautiful beautiful beautiful..needed that so bad, darling i hope you are ready to be pampered.. missed you so much, let me kiss you…..PUGGH have you been drinking!?” Paxton pulled back from Bette, he loosened his hug but did not let go. Bette smiled, the vodka had not hit her yet. “Just celebrating your return early” Pax smiled and kissed her forehead..”God I missed you…things will be different Bette, this has been an eye-opener….never have i seen more divorces than in Diego…we are gonna save ours yes we are…new appreciation new appreciation yes, now sit down my love tell me how you’ve spent the time”  Bette sat on the table, “well…umm…just workingmostly”  “what about our agreement?”  “yes..yes….well i’ve been thinking that it’s important to just be married, just live each day and if we can’t live each day without fighting over stupid things all the time maybe it’s best to part ways, if we can manage not to..then it’s mean’t to be” “your not serious are you?”   Bette was trying to be serious, but the vodka had just hit her and the world was spinning..she let out a maniacal laugh, “of course im serious let’s just go with the flow, be married stop analysing all the time” Pax was quiet, he was looking at her neck. Bette had thrown back her head and showed her neck. Pax looked closely, then looked at her again. Bette was quiet, she was not drunk enough to not care fully that Pax was staring at the evidence. She had not rehearsed this part, she had not thought of it, she had not thought of Tina’s part either, she had thought of NOTHING. “………………Bette, you have hickies all over your neck”  Bette saw the colour rise in a way she had not seen in Pax, it was the colour of anger not embarrasment. For the first time Bette was truly afraid of her husband.

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    1. I just can’t see Bette with all of the scabs, and bruses. I just do not get the S&M. How can you throw a rock at someone and it be a turn on?. I am hooked on the stor because of the difference.

    2. I am loving your story. I think B & T should find each other without all of the pain. I’m sure now there will be anger and even more emotional pain. please keep the chapters coming.

    6. Honesty isthe best way to handle this. Can’t see Betty with all the bruses on her body, Nor anyone throwing thing and hitting. Bette has always been so gentle with Tina. So, take the hard way out get a divorce.and retraining order and take it one day at a time.. Just let Tina know that she loves her and please wait for her, thanks

    7. Love the different sides of Bette and Tina. Nice change. If Tina is already used to a rougher side of lovemaking, it seems Bette is taking out her aggressions as well. I’m sure a lot of us feel this way on occasion, more than a few are willing to admit.

    10. Fucking awesome Cass!! your chapters are always brilliant, and damn now that you have given all those close minded readers something to bitch about it’s getting even better.

    12. Easy soloution ……B & T run off together, B gets a restraining order for Paxton (he’s turning out to be one sick MF), B files for divorce, she gets it in 6 mths or so, and B & T get married soon there after, have babies and live happily ever after….THE END……NO MORE DRAMA!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!! POST SOON, I MISSED UR STORY!!!!!!!!!!

    14. ok first Bette and Tina were not turned on by her throwing a rock. Tina was angry and the sex occured because of the desperation of the entire situation. Bette wants out of her marriage, but doesn’t or won’t figure out exactly why or how…she loves Tina but can’t admit because of the repersussions..now Paxton thinks it’s a guy and is all angry about that…so Bette can’t tell him it’s a woman let alone their neighbour because of her own fears and insecurities…and Tina is hurt because she feels used…they have not admitted to each other how they really feel. The only person who is honest at all is Paxton. Maybe Bette is drawn to S&M because it is something that gives a physical explanation or outlet to the storm she is feeling. Her entire foundation is shaken by Tina, she is trying to deny this. Her life is fucked up now, now the two people in her life both hate her for her actions. what is she going to do about it?

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