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All For Believing – 7
“I’m afraid of believing you again.“
“I don’t want you to believe me. I want you to have faith in me. In us.“
“Do you promise to tell me if you ever stop loving me?“
“I promise. Do you promise me the same?“
“I do. “
We fall into a peaceful silence as we are still lying on our bed with
our limbs entangled . I can’t help but keep gazing into her beautiful
eyes. Some feelings are rising inside of me that I didn’t think existed
anymore. The little tangles in my heart and the heat in my cheeks when
I’m in very close proximity; feeling how much she loves me. Suddenly,
there it is; the one feeling I didn’t need at this very moment. I shut
my eyes slowly as I hear Bette giggle at the sound of my starving
stomach.
“Baby I think someone is trying to send us a msg. Or did you do that on purpose?”
“Ignore it. “
“T, you haven’t had a proper meal in days. You should eat something.“
She gets up before I could respond and puts on her shirt. Then she throws the stripy blue PJs at me..
“Wear these. I really missed seeing them on you. I’ll be waiting in the kitchen.“
She winks before existing the room. I smile to myself as I sit up. We
made some progress; not alot, but enough to make me feel a little bit
satisfied. I was finally able to speak. It wasn’t as hard as I thought
it would be. And, it was totally different from all the other times I
had opened up to her. This time she did respond and her answers were
totally different than what I was used to hearing . They are similar
but somehow sounded more honest. I won’t take her words for granted but
I will take the emotions that came attached to those words. I’m glad I
was able to actually feel these emotions after being in one of my worst
shapes.
If anyone had seen me minutes ago, they would’ve thought I’d gone
totally insane and that there was no hope for us. I wouldn’t blame them
because that was exactly what was going through my head when I broke
down and couldn’t go on with the love making. I was afraid, but, I’m
not now. I think I will keep repeating that all day long. I’m liking
the sound of it. “I was afraid but I’m not anymore”. Maybe coming home
wasn’t a bad idea after all.
“DON’T TELL ME YOU’RE STILL IN BED. DO I HAVE TO COME DRAG YOUR ***** OUT OF THERE? “
She shouts from the kitchen. I laugh as I shout back.
“MAYBE YOU SHOULD. I REALLY.”
Before I’m able to finish the sentence I see her standing at the door
with a raised brow. I smile at her and raise both of my hands.
“Ok. Ok I’m up. “
To Be Continued..
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What a small, but sweet talk! You can’t count on guys to do it with you. Neither Josh nor Peter (is it the name?). ;)
Say, I just caught up with your story this evening and am enjoying it. Hope you don’t go another month before posting again.
*looking*, *smiling*, *enjoying your story* …”knowing that some people actually do take the time to read what I have to offer means a lot to me..”And so much it is that you have to offer…”You didn’t drag me into anything. I’m here because I want to be here. Tina, this is where I belong. This is where my heart belongs. I just want you to try and let me in a little bit more.” And if my heart had wings, I’d fly in to the sky And bring back all the love That’s missing from our lives And if my heart had wings Then maybe I could see Just where you find the faith To love like you love me Your love is the river That washes away my pain And out of the dark night love’s light Will lead us home again And the blue PJs… oh yeah…
Just caught up with your story, brilliant loved it please post soon
just re-read this and realised i didnt comment the first time.. *hangs head in shame* im sorry.. dont know why i didnt.. stuupid munkie. beautiful chapter.. really brilliant :) i wish the show could go like this.. it would rock muchly :)
Atleast B&T talked a little but they still have a long way too go. Post soon.
i’m glad to see that you found some inner strength and made out lovely B&T happy a little…nice touch with the pj’s ;)
Glad they talk a little and they will talk more and open up and work thing out. Ok post soon please, thanks!
Glad you’re back. Nice to see B & T talking. Tina admitting her fear…the blue striped pj, very nice touch.
yay!! you’re back. hope you’re okay tho?? :( luved the chappy, great wee talk! :D :D
I hope you are feeling better. I was very excited to see a new chapter. I hope you get to post another very soon
ohh im soooo glad you back..im happy Bette was there to make Tina feel better and make go away every fear she might have..comunication is the key for them..cant wait for more Fa6 thanks :o)
I was just thinking about you earlier and wondering when you’d post a new chapter. I refreshed my favorites tab (gotta love Mozilla Firefox) and YAY new chapter! I hope you can cook up another one soon. :)
Glad to see that you’ve posted. “I was afraid but I’m not anymore”. Good to see that Tina is admitting to her fears and to Bette, at that. The conversation is good, the processing is good. And BTW, love the stippy blue PJs too. Hope you’ll be able to post soon.
thanks for the new chappy :) it’s been too long. I really can’t wait for another post from you. I enjoy your writing so much. I’m glad that TiBette talked. it’s a good start. keep writing. I’ll be reading.
grt!!!!!!!!!!!!