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All For Believing – 8
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“Why would she call you? How long have you been keeping in touch with her?”
“Can you stop it, please? Did you
wonder, even for a minute, why she would call me at OUR home knowing
that YOU might answer if I was still sleeping with her?”
“Oh, Tina I know nothing stops that woman. She doesn’t care.”
“So you still think I’ve been seeing her all this time? This can’t get any more ridiculous.”
I know that I’m starting to sound childish but the idea of Helena
calling Tina just bugged the ***** out of me. I still can’t get over the
fact that that woman used to touch MY Tina and make love to her. I look
at Tina who has one hand on her waist waiting for a response from me.
Unfortunately, I don’t have one and I kind of feel ashamed of myself.
So, I lean against the wall and look at the floor before I look up at
Tina who looks disappointed in me.
She picks up the wireless receiver and heads to the kitchen. I hear her
greeting Kit as I keep my eyes on her while she has turned her back to
me. At this moment, I feel really small and immature. I have to make
this right. If there is anything I wouldn’t want to happen, it is to
let either of us go to bed upset with the other. As I hear her saying
her goodbye to Kit I walk to where Tina is and reach for her hand as
soon as she puts the receiver on the kitchen table.
“Please, sit down,”
I
plead with shame-filled eyes. She looks at me not sure of whether she
should give me this or not. I pray to God she will. I keep looking at
her while she lowers her eyes to look at my hand that is holding hers
before she takes a seat. Phew! If that were last week, not in a million
years would I have thought she’d give me this chance. I sit on a chair
to her left but keep holding her hand and lock my fingers with hers.
“I’m sorry I snapped at you. I
should’ve known better. It’s just The idea of you still being in
contact with that woman isn’t a pleasant one at all for me.”
She doesn’t respond but keeps looking at me. I owe her more than that
and I think it’s the right time to be totally honest with her about my
feelings about the whole situation. I look down in an attempt to get
the strength I need to be able to open up, totally.
“Baby, I know that you’re a better
person than to sleep around. I know that once you ended it with her it
was totally over. Nothing explains how childish I acted now but lately
I haven’t been feeling wanted by you. It’s driving me crazy to the
level that I doubted you minutes ago. I really don’t know where I
stand, exactly, in this relationship. I’m not asking you to do anything
you’re not ready for, but, at least I have the right to know why you’re
not ready.”
It’s her turn to look down and as she does I tighten my grip on her hand. She sighs but keeps her eyes down.
“I….”
She
says yet not able to let it out. I brush my thumb on her hand trying to
assure her that it’s ok to talk; that I do want to hear what she has to
say no matter what. I give her all the time she needs to gather all the
strength she needs to be able to talk. She takes a deep breath with her
eyes still fixed on the table.
“I don’t feel attractive anymore. Not to you.”
To Be Continued…
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hey hey… u are around!! chu i’m begining to wonder ur never on msn :( *cries* hehe.. ok enough teasing that was great.. hehe loving that bettes insecure and showing it :D write more !! :D .. i know im a hypocrit.. but ah go on write more… :D *begs*
Bette lost her cool, but at least she was mature enough to take proper action and not runaway. Tina not feeling attractive to Bette…they need to talk. Thanks for posting..can’t wait for what’s going to happen next.
Oh fuck Tina not feeling attractive to Bette anymore this is sad and they need to talk more. Ok post soon please, thanks!
hey Fa6 glad to have you back buddy…well Bette was a little nosense but underestandable now Tina have to open up and talk about this “i dont feel desirable” cant wait for more fa6 thanks :o)
very nice to see your post here this morning….great chapter and I hope our girls get this worked out soon. please post soon
I was sitting here thinking, “Oh Lord we’re gonna have a knock down drag out fight.” I admit that Bette did take it to the extreme with her accusations, but in a way I don’t blame her. I’d want to know what was going on too. At least they’re talking it over. Now why can’t we have this on the show? It just makes them look so much more dysfunctional if they don’t talk. :(
Grear chapter and i hope they begin talking.Post soon.
Great chapter. Looking forward to more.
OMG, B&T processing! Quick, send this script to Vancouver – they need it!
I have to say Bette a bit overreacted this time. But Tina’s answer… I don’t want to jump to any conclusion, so I’ll just wait for next update. Will you do it soon? please~~~ =D
wow, Fa6, it’s good to see another chapter from you. I really enjoyed this one. It’s so realistic on how I think anyone would react. what if the situation were reversed, what if candace had called. I think I would have played out differently and not in a good way. thanks for writing more :) don’t keep us waiting too long. keep writing. I’ll be reading.
good they are talking…bette over-reacted but with everything that’s going on it’s understandable…i wonder what bette answer would be LOL, post soon, give us some happy TiBette
Old fears die hard; sometimes never die.