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All For Believing
Bette: You can go take a shower, I’ll take care of her..
I stay in bed, I don’t know what to do, I haven’t been taking care of either of them for the last couple of months, I’m never here and when I am physically at home, I’m still not with them mentally.. I don’t give them any thing any more, not even my time, especially Bette, since most of the time I spend at home is with Angelica, Bette is just standing in the shadows watching us.. Even during dinner, I barely talk about any thing but work and Angie, Bette still listens and she never forces me to talk about any thing I don’t want to talk about, but I can see it’s getting harder and harder on her, I never say the things she wants to hear, and I don’t give her the chance to say what she wants to say to me.. Bette used to be the one to shut down, but now I know why she did it, sometimes you don’t want to face or deal with some things and I guess this is exactly what I’m doing.. I’m not ready to tell Bette about my fears or how I feel, because if I voice them then they will be real, as long as they are in my head they are just there, and they stay there, I remember the last time I talked to her about my insecurities they turned out real.. and I don’t want to hear her reassure me or promise me anything like she did before, because it made it harder to face how she broke all her promises at once.. Angelica is still crying, I get up and go to her room, Bette is holding her, she already changed her diapers..
Tina: She’s still crying??
Bette: Yeah, you didn’t take your shower yet?
Tina: No.. I think she’s hungry.
Bette: Uh-huh, well I’ll go boil her some milk..
Tina: Bette you know how I feel about that.. Let me breastfeed her..
Bette: Didn’t you say you were running late?
She doesn’t really sound concerned about my job or if I was late, she actually sounded happy that I decided to breastfeed Angelica, I take Angelica out of Bette’s arms and smile at her, I take her to our room, I sit on our bed and start feeding her.. Bette leans on the door frame looking at us, I left my head and smile at her a little.. She slightly smiles back..
Tina: come here..
She is not sure of what I meant, but I can see her smile widen, she moves closer to us, and sits right next to me.. I put my head on her shoulder, she puts her arms around me, and kisses my head, I lift my head and look at her, she’s looking at Angie in my arms, she moves her legs so each of them is on one side of my body, and hugs me from behind with her chin on my shoulder still looking at Angie.. God how I missed them both, how I missed that, how I missed being in the arms of the woman I love and having my baby girl in my arms.. Isn’t that what I always wanted? Isn’t this the family I always dreamt of?
Tina: Babe..
Bette: Uh huh?
Tina: We need to talk..
Pull back the shield between us, and I’ll kiss you,
Drop your defences and come, into my arms.
I’m all for believing, I’m all for believing.
I’m all for believing if you can reveal the true colours within.
I know you blanket your mind so much that I am blind,
but I, I see you’ve painted your soul into your guard,
I’m all for believing, I’m all for believing
I need to know just how you feel, to comfort you;
I need to find the key let me in, into your heart, to find your soul.
And say you will be there for me to hold,
When the faith grows old (I’m all for believing)
And life turns cold, (I’m all for believing)
When the faith grows old, (I’m all for believing) and life turns cold.
So if you’re cold I will stay, maybe fate will guide the way.
I believe in what I see and baby we were meant to be,
just believe. Just believe. Just believe.
Trust in me.
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(85 votes, average: 3.45 out of 5)
Hi! I really like your story…
Great job!!!! Keep going…
Very good story, please keep it up
I am so glad to see you turned to be a fanfic writer now (dunt deny it, heehee). Just saw you said you wrote sth in the thread and found your writing here rite away.
I read a lot of your posts in the bbs and found you very thoughtful and I agreed on most of your opinions on TiBette.
It is a very good start. I mean it is really an approaching point worth a lot of discussion. And your words are very fluent and sophic. So please do keep on. =)
nice beginning…pls continue
Fa6Fa6 you’re such a talented videographer I can’t say I’m suprised at all that you’ve come over from Media Blvd. to give fan fic a spin. You’ve got a good thing gong on with this story’s perspective so run with it, I know you are passionate about B&T so its’ all good, post soon…
I hope there is more to come. Great start, sad but also very tuching. They do need to talk.
good start. lets see where it goes. thanks
I enjoyed this and hope you have more to say. I’m always admiring of people post stories and English is not their first language. Nice job.
This such a great idea, please continue!!
That was really good would love you to continue with it.thanks
This is good and please keep coming, thanks!
Quite impressive for a 1st one F. Cutting right to the heart of it huh ? This does actually beg for another posting…
Isn’t that what i always wanted? isn’t this the family i always dreamt of?
Then drop the fence and let her read your fear…she can’t see the true colours because you built it too thick & too high.
Fa6Fa6 so pleased u posted! amazing story, and u HAVE to continue it :0) and ur definatly a writer weather u deny it or not :op dont make us wait too long for the next chapter or ill have to stop whipping u ;)
Hey girl! :) This was a really nice surprise. Feels like the S3 of my dreams has already started – TiBette together with Angie and finally the promise of an in-depth discussion between these two. A great job and I hope you’ll make a comeback soon with another chapter ;)
yo there Fa6Fa6! this is great..!! keep them comin!
very nice chapter . keep it going
Hi Fa6Fa6 :) Sorry I have not got back to you sooner but I have been so busy with work that I have not had time to even get on to the site…. I love your stories keep them coming it was beautifully written. You certainly have a way with words.I am already your biggest fan :)
really great start… please post more..
liking the start but I see hurt in my heart coming on