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    Almost Heaven 3

    Story written on October 1, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    The broken glass explains it all, I want out…

     

     

     

    “I am a leader and I am going to check it out!”

     

     

     

    “You can not take our dwindling resources and go and check on your precious Carmen!”

     

     

     

    “There might be survivors that need us, aren’t we in the business of saving people?”

     

     

     

    “Yes people not them! They lived in paradise while everything around them rotted and died and if she was a casualty of that…then it’s only fitting and she finally got hers.”

     

     

     

     

    “She got hers….what about you there is blood on your hands…..you are not innocent in this!”

     

     

     

    “Shane if you go then you go alone and you don’t come back!”

     

     

     

     

    I just wanted to get away from all this just for one fucking day. A day in which this world does not exist. A day in which I was not torn between a ghost and a woman of necessity. Its all I wanted. I wanted the wind and sea just for me.

     

     

     

     

     

    She vetoed it. And I accepted but I didn’t hide my unhappiness and I think she mistook that acceptance and some kind of commitment to her. That was her mistake. She went wherever I went. And that smile became more and more so. Meantime in the night I couldn’t sleep I would have these brutal dreams with Carmen covered in blood reaching for my hand and I would take it away. After a while I stopped sleeping.

     

     

     

     

    Then the rains came. And they never left.  Then the questions, the why and how and the when. She was waiting for something from me and I could not give it her. She was right; I didn’t love her. But I didn’t hate her either. And I wouldn’t lie to her and say yeah Helena I love you too. I just couldn’t. She kept coming though and I was not strong enough to tell her no. I didn’t know how it would affect things.

     

     

     

     

    Carmen in my bloody dreams. Saying those words to me…..

     

     

     

     

    “They’ll surround you when I’m dead………”

      

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    1. Yeeee!!!! I can’t wait for more and I’m wit’ Shane, my gurl Carmen, will definitely make it!!! Whelp, like alwayz from me, Baby-gurl, LYLAS ;p . . . Stank . . . Da’ one and only, chicka!! Update soon!!!

    3. Thanks for the update! Totally agree with shanesthebest! Can’t wait to see what happens when Shane sees a dying Carmen!! smelling a love triangle here too…. troubles ahead… PPS!!

    4. thanks for the update. i’ve been waiting for this one. Ãœ i just wish that when shane and carmen get back together, helena wouldn’t be left in the cold.

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