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    Ashes, ashes… Chapter 10

     

    “That’s not surprising.  And, unfortunately, neither is the breakup.  Many couples just shatter after the loss of a child.”

     

    Both women were silent for a few beats before Ronnie interrupted the quiet.

     

    “When you say ‘barely functioning’ what do you mean?”

     

    “She’s not sleeping, hardly eating.  It’s as if she’s lost the will to live.”

     

    “Do you think she could harm herself?”

     

    “No,” Helena insisted immediately. 

     

    “Are you sure?”

     

    Helena allowed herself to truly consider the question, and she reviewed the few conversations she’d had with Tina.

     

    “Yes.  I’m sure.  I think if she wanted to kill herself she would have done it already.  She’s had plenty of opportunity.  And God knows, plenty of good reasons.”

     

    “Do I know this friend?”

     

    “You met her last year.  At the Foundation’s awards dinner.  Tina Kennard.  Do you remember?”

     

    “Of course I remember!  She was lovely.  Very much looking forward to motherhood.  And you were quite smitten with her.  I thought you two had gone your separate ways.”

     

    “Yes.  We have.  Or, we had.  We’ve recently reconnected.  As friends,” Helen explained.

     

    “Hel, I would be happy to talk with her.  But it would be best if she came to that decision on her own.  I can help to guide her, but most of the healing work is something she’s got to do herself.  If she isn’t motivated or ready for that, then you bringing her here isn’t going to do her any good.”

     

    “I know,” Helena said reluctantly.

     

    “How involved in this situation are you?” Ronnie asked gently.

     

    “Peripherally.”

     

    “So you’re merely a casual observer.  Not trying to fix anything or take care of everything.”

     

    “Darling, are you accusing me of being a busy body?”

     

    “No.  I’m accusing you of having a savior complex,” Ronnie said.

     

    “Now, let’s not bandy about professional jargon,” Helena said lightly.

     

    “Justbe careful.  You had very strong feelings for Tina.”

     

    “Ronnie.  I told you.  Tina and I are friends.”

     

    “Yes.  That’s what you told me.  But Tina is profoundly vulnerable right now.  And I know you.  It would be incredibly easy for you to slip into caregiver mode and–”

     

    “There’s no harm in helping someone who needs it,” Helena interrupted.

     

    “Okay.  If you say so.  But remember, she’s grieving.  And she’s needy.  Don’t mistake that for something that it’s not,” Ronnie advised.

     

    “Thank you, Doctor.  Your check is in the mail.”

     

    “If she does decide to talk with me, give me a call.  I’ll fit her in somewhere.”

     

    “You’re the best, Ronnie.  Truly.  I appreciate it.”

     

    “Just be careful.  Promise me.”

     

    “Cross my heart.  I’ll talk to you soon, Darling.”

     

    Helena hung up the phone and leaned back in her chair.  Perhaps there was a grain of truth of Ronnie’s warning.  She had cared deeply for Tina.  She still did.  And maybe it hadn’t been the wisest idea to insert herself into the middle of Tina’s life during this time of crisis.  But there was no helping it now.  

     

     

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    Comments

    1. This is a very interesting Helena for sure. It might be Tina who begins to find too much comfort in Helena.When will we get a glimpse of Bette?Love your writing, as always.

    2. Sorry for that Enid Blyton outburst. Blyton and boarding school in one sentence triggered that outburst and some truly happy memories. Your stories give me as much pleasure as Blyton did in my childhood. Perhaps someone else here knows who she is – and can therefore tell you what a great compliment I am trying to ineptly give to you. I like this more nuanced Helena.

    3. i swear this story is so painful that i only read it because i love your writing, you’re one of my favorite writers here, i still have hope that B&T will reconnect and reunite, even if it’s helena will do it, i hope she’ll stay what she said she is, as friend and help tina to find herself and bette in the process

    4. FFC thanks for giving us a small beam of light at the end of the tunnel. I was just thinking, I’m gonna have to get a bottle of Jack Daniels or find some valium soon if this one doesn’t brighten.

    5. Please bring Bette back into the picture, she needs the same help as Tina and they need each other. Please have someone go and get her and bring her back to Tina. I know it is your story, but please. Thanks for the post.

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