She doesn’t know how much she affects me.

“Uhh… something came up…” I said. She was interested in what I have to say to her.

“Yeah…” She said.

“My dad and my Uncle Sam… They want me to stay here…” I said; not finished yet.

“Oh… and; you want to go back to New York…?” She said and kind of jumped to conclusion; I sensed a little sadness in her tone. Her eyes were wondering on me. I took hold one of her hand and kissed it lightly.

“Of course not… I want to stay here with you…” I comforted her. I saw the gleaming smile now on her.

“Then what is it…”

“Well; it seems that… my dad has other plans for me while I’m here…” I said and stopped. This is too much for me to handle and what is it to her; if I tell her?

“Oh… okay; you wanna tell me…” She said; a little bit concerned. The look in her eyes seems to have a little idea of where I am going. The look in her eyes say ‘Shane… I really don’t want to hear it’. The look in her eyes says ‘I don’t want to be apart of this’. The look in her eyes says that she loves me.

Instead of opening my mouth and let out the words that I have to say; I moved in closer and kissed her. She wasn’t expecting it but was pleasantly surprised with my impromptu actions. My hand softly caressed her soft goddess-like skin. Her hands wondering in my wet hair; tugging it a little. Oh; how I love the way she makes me feel.

The towel around my wait nearly slipped off me when I moved on top of her. I looked down to her lacy bra and my hand went to her back; easily undid it with one hand. I slipped it off her body and chucked it to the floor. She snickered at my steadfastness.

Our breaths were short and heavy. We were both dying to be inside each other; my eyes were wild wondering on her body that was distracting me to do what I’m suppose to do; to tell her. I had too much on my mind that I suddenly stopped doing. I stopped touching her and I stopped moving. My body awkwardly stayed on top of her. I landed my body next to her and let out big breath.