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    Beaten, Working Toward Recovery Chapter 7



    I am scared.


    I am scared to go to work and have to face everyone.


    I am scared to go out alone and not know who might be out there.


    I am scared of being *****, because now I know there are people who hate me because of this.


    So one by one, I plan to face these fears, and hopefully work through them, so I can have my life back one day, and by me getting my life back, hopefully Dana can have hers back also.

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    ALICE’S APARTMENT

    Shane and Alice entered Alice’s apartment, though Alice had been gone only a short period of time, she thought the apartment had an empty feeling to it. Her compulsive nature couldn’t help but notice the dust that had started to accumulate on the shelves and electronics.

    The chart that once had been the main focus of her life, now looked like a list of potential victims, women much like herself who by some fate of life, loved other women making them different from society’s norm and repulsive to some.

    Alice stood there looking at all the names, all these women and a few men who were open and brave enough to love who they loved no matter what society thought. She wondered if she would ever be that brave again.

    Alice knew she loved people, some more than others, but she loved people. Her friends loved to tease her about being bisexual, how she couldn’t make up her mind. What they didn’t understand for her it wasn’t about whether a person was male or female, it was about having a connection or bond and anatomy had nothing to do with it.

    She was looking for the same thing in a man or woman, an attraction that might one day turn into finding the person she could spend her life with, simply stated finding someone to love who would love her in return.

    Shane walked up to Alice sensing her mood. She placed an arm around her shoulder and pulled her into a hug. “Al, what can I do for you?”

    Alice hugged Shane back, clinging to her as she spoke. “Shane, I don’t know if I can do it, I don’t know if I will be able to look at that chart, my life the same way.”

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    Comments

    1. Good job, Deb. You’ve articulated Alice’s struggle so well, I feel for her and Dana too of course. Can’t wait to see what happens when Alice do move out.

    2. This feels like the Alice I remember from the first season, and parts of the second season. As for Dana, I wonder if she has started to realize how she feels about Alice yet. Their friends recognize the love, but I see both women using the attack to account for their increased awareness of each other. This has been an amazing night – updates by you, dreiser AND layla_gray. You folks are all awesome.

    3. Deb, mang DAMN I was in agony waiting 4 you 2 post mre of your stori…that was so good…I was waiting 4 this..thnk you so much 4 writing…’Im luvin it’ It was SO wrth the wait..it jus gets better&better…I hope Al&Dane realise their made 4 sumthing mre..with eachutha…2 heal 2gether…& the sooner the better…as always ‘a devoted fan appreciating your talent’..dun stop..Please mst Post so0n..

    4. funny– i’m beginning to worry more about dana’s recovery. she is so focused on alice she’s not even gonna hear that wreaking ball… another great post Deb! hopefully no hurricane’s will slow the next chapter!

    5. another great chapter. I love this story and how Alice and Dana are working out to the recovery. Can’t wait to see what will happen when Alice go back to her apartment.

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