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Bisous; #13
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“It’s not that I want to go away,” she implored, “I have to work…”
I didn’t know what she expected me to say; was I suppose to ask her to stay?
“Maybe the distance will help us,” she said.
“Well, you’ve obviously made this decision on your own…”
“Helena…”
“No, Bette, this is the path you’ve chosen to take. I only want you to be happy and since you love Tina,” I twisted the word ‘love’ sarcastically, “Then go, alright. It’s fine.”
“I want us to be friends, Helena,” she said, reaching out for me but I moved away; stumbling a few steps backwards to maintain the distance between us.
“You could not stress that fact enough, Bette,” I said, “Friends. Just friends. I get it, Bette, ok? I can hear you.”
“I’ll always be here for you, Helena.”
I wanted to cry out to her, but I couldn’t find the strength, “I know, I know,” I said, sighing, “It’s late, do you want to just stay here the night? You can sleep on the sofa, it pulls out into a bed.”
Bette smiled at me, “Thanks, I’d like that.”
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I kept my bedroom door open and after I was sure Bette was asleep, I got out of bed and peeped outside. I saw her figure in the dark, curled up under the blankets on my sofa bed. Her body moved steadily as she breathed. I could make out her face and her silhouette.
She was beautiful. I had always thought she was beautiful.
Bette.
The tears steadily ran down my cheeks as I walked towards her, tiptoeing, trying not to make a sound. I knelt down beside her, looking at her face. I lifted my hand and traced the outline of her hair, her face, her eyes, her nose, her lips…all the parts of her I didn’t want to forget. She moved slightly, changing her position in her sleep and I quickly pulled my hand away, afraid that she might awake to wonder what the hell I was doing.
I knew now that I was the one thing on her mind that she could not let go of, but how could I ever tell her that I didn’t want to be set free.
She was leaving for six months, and she was going to be together with that cheerleader. Oh, how my heart ached just thinking about it. Like she said, she loved Tina. She wanted to give them a fair shot at a relationship.
Although I didn’t want her to leave, she wanted to move on with her life.
So, maybe it was time for me to move on with mine.
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Letting go is so hard to do. We know they love each other but Helena past would always be in the front of Bette mind. love this but its so sad and yet into real life
Helena’s past is exactly that her past. Helena claened up her act and took drastic measures to changed her life because she didn’t want to lose Bette as a friend. Bette on the other hand can’t let Helena’s past go and Helena is constantly being punished for it…..that’s some friend. IMHO Helena should let Bette go and start a new some where else. I believe love should make you happy not miserable.
This is the sure fire sign of a good story cause you’ve got my blood boiling. Bette is such an idiot. Helena needs to take charge and kiss Bette again. Bette is trying to forget she kissed and is in love with a “whore” but she can’t. Helena changed her career to please Bette but Bette can’t get past it. Helena need to kiss her then “turn her out” (sexually that is, then send her off to Chicago with the cheerleader. IMHO. (-:
BTW I forgot about my Latin salsa Nephew Huge Grain of Salt friend. Yes that was/is sarcasm.
holy sh@@ batman…you got me on roller coaster here…please allow H to utter that she loves her and B of course awakens to hear it…you’re killing me…please let them really talk…pretty please…loved the update, love H’s sidebar comments, hilarious!!!
wow, missed my comment last night and look what happened, What the heck are you doing to us E, your throwing broken shattered hearts all over the place. Help us here would ya please? Thank you, Md
woow, speechless, stunned… amazing! kay, gotta go (work..tzz)! thanks soo much… wow!! =)
Kay…WOW….I mean seriously..I feel so bad for Helena…BUT YAY..B& T together..or you going to dash my dreams babe;)Thanks for a wickedly awesome chapter..LOVED IT so much…now come on..you know you wanna make me smile *wink wink*..mwa
The hardest part is always the “letting go”. Good luck on Bette and Helena. I don’t know what I want with this story anymore. If it’s TiBette or HeleBette. I guess any of the two is better than none. :) Thanks for posting, eunichick! Great chapter once again!
I always love Bette and Tina together but in this story I just want that Tina leaves Bette and Helena alone. I feel with Helena but I understand Bette. To be in love with a whore even when it is a high-class call-girl is really not a dream come true. I hope you will find a way for Bette to come around.
Oh this hurt! I’m all for a little happiness for our girls. But I can only wish that their time apart can only make their desire and love for each other stronger. This is not the talk I had wish for, but oh well. I guess true love will win out in the end. Another excellent chapter as always!
love this story..PPS
Hello It’s me again… not that I want to shoot myself in the foot but I think you got 11 comments that count on the last chappy… and one from a special couple ;) ;) that well yeah to say it was a surprise just blew me away go and check if you haven’t’ seen it already, hug, JC (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels)
Hello Again… this one goes out to Squirl… ‘except JC’s you just have to take him with a HUGE grain of salt…’ was that sarcasm… :(… I’m all sad now… cause well I don’t think I made a bad comment… turns and walks away kicking his feet, goodbye cruel world, I’ll see you in the reruns… fades to black, hugs, JC except JC’s you just have to take him with a HUGE grain of salt…
ummmm… would you be incredibly upset if I told you not only was I up the whole time… but yeah I was refreshing ‘my’ phone for said update… :P… hehe, JC
Oh Crud! Six whole months! I’ve died and gone to hell! LOL! I knew you were going to throw a curve ball at me! Now, I have to get my mind around all the drama that is going to happen. At least you gave me a warning. Helena, stay strong, girl, and don’t give up on Bette. Bette, I think you’re being cruel. You want Helena as a friend but not anything more because of her past. Sounds kinda !*$^&% up to me. OK, I’m ready for the next post! You’ve got me hungering for each chapter! PPS!
Oooops that ending was supposed to read; (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels) ;)
Hello My Beautiful Butterfly… All I can say is that this was so heart wrenching and so very real… the way you paint the bitter sting of ‘just friends’ is so powerful and so very beautiful in the sadness that it represents… does ‘bette’ really think moving away temporarily is going to solve the notion that you can’t get the person you have been ‘in love’ with all your life out of you head… well I just hope that this doesn’t’ lead Helena to leap into something that ‘Bette’ will not be able to redeem… for when you are put in the position to leave your past behind… it is very hard to find your way back… the darkness consumes… just completely brilliant my friend, love and hugs, JC (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels)
I think you would be something like 13 hours ahead of me… WOW…
my heart aches for everybody (except Tina, I can’t get this giggle out of my head because of her)…i wish they would just come to their senses and really say what they mean…pps