Jess hung up the phone taking a deep breath; she got out her bed and walked over to the window dialling Carmen’s number.

”What?” Carmen snapped
”Hello to you too, Carmen what you playing at babe?” Jess sighed
”Don’t call me that, you lost that right!”
”You are going to fuck up your education! I know your pissed at me and you have every right to be but stop taking it out on everyone else!”
”Jess you have no idea how much you’ve hurt me!”
”I have a pretty big idea because I’m hurting too and I can’t do fuck all about it, I had to choose between two things I love”
”You choose a fucking tour!” Carmen snapped ”Do you have any idea how that made me feel?”
”I said we would talk when I get back home this is temporary, Carmen it’s not like I’m with someone else, I love you, I want to be with you, I just can’t at the minute!”
”No you’re lying and hiding, Jace is still with Lisa, you’re denying who you are because your being told to! What happened to the girl who didn’t care what anyone else thought, or the girl who stood up for what she believed it! You’re telling the world you’re embarrassed of being gay! What does that say to your parents?”
”I am not; I’m not embarrassed of being gay. Dan just thinks no-one will take to us if they know I am gay!”
”Oh do you know what Jess I’ve heard enough! As far as I’m concerned you were the worst mistake of my fucking life and that’s saying something!” Carmen snapped hanging up the phone
”Arghhhh!” Jess snapped throwing her phone off the wall and then her guitar
Jess let herself slide down the wall
Jace walked into the room in his boxers half asleep. ”Dude what the fuck are you okay?”
Jace looked around the room and seen Jess’s iPhone in pieces and her guitar.
”What did they do to you?” Jace asked sitting down beside her
”Carmen fucking hates me!” Jess said
”Your mum and mama are going to hate you when they realise you’ve fucked up your phone and broke the guitar they paid a thousand dollars for”
”I can’t cope with another 4 weeks of this!” Jess said
”Do you want to go home?” Jace asked ”Because none of us will hold it against you”
”No I don’t, but Carmen’s name is now banned, no-one is allowed to mention her”
Jace got up and pulled Jess up. Jess sat on the bed lifting her Ipad.
”Please don’t throw that!” Jace said
Jess clicked on facetime and Bette’s name.
”Jess are you okay?” Bette asked worried
”Erm yes I’m fine, look Carmen won’t talk to me and I don’t want to hear her name anymore till I come home, it’s hurting me too much and I’ll walk off the tour, Mama I’ve never quit anything in my life!” Jess said ”Anyway I need to go sleep I’m up super early tomorrow”
Jess disconnected before Bette could answer.