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    Chapter III – Yes, I’m Ready

    She drew her knees up and flopped her head on it. She lost the battle with self-control and began to sob. She let her anxieties out through her tears; her body shook with grief.

    This time, Rian rubbed her back gently. Again they fell silent.

    When the waves of tears subsided and Jade calmed down, Rian suggested, “Okay. Why don’t we try something?”

    Jade snapped her head to the side quickly, eyes puffy and red-rimmed. She swiped at her nose and waited for Rian to say something more. Rian continued to rub her back affectionately and gave her an encouraging smile. After Jade managed to muster a small one, Rian nodded.

    “How about we meet each other in this hotel on Memorial Day weekend, but have no contact until then?”

    Jade widened her eyes in surprise and felt a hot, stabbing pain pierce her heart. She thought for sure that a kind of flame flew over her and tried to knock her unconscious. Her mouth fell open and she managed to blurt something out.

    “What?!”

    “Are you crazy?”

    “That’s the whole winter and spring. You want to wait ‘til summer to get together?!”

    Rian ceased her gentle rubbing and withdrew her hand. She sat back against the headboard and gave Jade a half-frown half-smile. “I was going to suggest waiting ‘til next Christmas, actually, but seeing you like this … I thought it would be too much.”

    “You wanted to be separated a whole year?!!!”

    Jade blew out a breath and swung her body around. She sat on the edge of the bed, her back to Rian, head hung. Rian looked at her back in silence, and then a slow, sympathetic look dawned on her face.

    After a few minutes Jade stood up resignedly, went to the closet, and retrieved her pants, which she’d hung there at some point during the night.

    She started to put them on, facing Rian, who’d remained quiet. As she slipped one leg into a pant leg, Jade murmured, half to herself, facing down, “I gotta say this day started as the best Christmas ever, but somehow, it’s rapidly deteriorated into the worst.”

    Rian pursed her lips, raised her knees under the bedcovers and continued to watch Jade quietly.

    Jade jammed her other leg into the other pant leg, pulled the pants up and zipped herself up roughly. She blew out a breath, resting her hands on her hips, arms akimbo.

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      • This was the natural end of the chapter, sorry had to cut it there. But am posting the concluding chapter to the story tonight/early tomorrow morning. Hang in there.

    1. Never want JADE to experience the hurt that BETTE felt that day on the bridge OMG i was physically sick i knew TINA was in over her head but when she told BETTE it was as if i myself was there too.JADE may not rally back like BETTE but she will have the same support system i hope.SHE’s a fighter and for that i have hope that she will make it thru whatever lies ahead.thanks

    2. Ok, must admit that i didn’t had the time to read this marvelous story earlier, but Skydancer, why do i have the feeling that Jade’s heart is going to be shattered?

      It seems Rian knew that she wasn’t available to have a relationship with Jade, is that why she was so persistent that Jade experienced more loves, heartbreaks etc. ?

      I don’t have a good feeling about the letter.

      You promised to update soon, i am waiting patiently for it.

      Thank you for this incredible story!

    3. Hey, wait a minute. I already just had a Heart Attack and now you are trying to give me a second one?Okay, I will keep reading because it is that good but, I am going to stay connected to my oxygen and heart monitor!!!

    4. Ok Sky, you can’t just leave us here. What the hell? I know that Jade needed to grow into her relationship with Rian but as a widow? No!! Please give them a chance to form that love bond that appeared when they first met. Jade’s girlfriend was just a superficial child. She did not have the depth that Jade requires to flourish. That women is Rian, Please keep her safe and bring her back!!

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