Ok, ok. I gave in holding my hands up in protest at this inquisition.

I looked away, trying to formulate an appropriate way to describe it without giving away too much and without embarrassing myself. I certainly didn’t want to walk into Anathema with Millie again and have everybody whispering about our screaming orgasms and Millies great *****. Because thats what would happen if I told Lizzie any details like that and I don’t think Millie would appreciate the entire London ***** population knowing particular, private details about her ***** life.

Its um, intense. I said, that small smile playing across my lips again. I guess its no different than if youre with a guy, I mean if you like the person that much then there are certain points when your breath is taken away and your left with that overwhelming sense of being part of something so much greater than yourself.

Lizzie was tapping her fingers impatiently, waiting for me to get to the juicy bits. But that wasn’t going to happen, she was straight and was going to find that man which she could experience similar things with. I wasn’t going to say that girls were better than guys because that wouldn’t have been fair, it all comes down to personal taste at the end of the day. And just because I had an amazing sexual experience with a woman did not mean that Lizzie would as well.

And…?

And, it was great. I guess now I know why being with a guy had never quite felt right.

Lizzie looked at me, trying to figure out if she was going to get any more out of me. But she knew deep down that some things were to be kept private, especially when so many feelings were attached to it.

Well Im happy for you, for once youre getting more ***** than me. I told you it would happen one day.

I smirked at her remark.

Yeah, yeah what ever Lizzie, so what exactly did happen with you and Colin?

Lizzie told me all about her evening with the surprisingly corrupt Colin, if I hadn’t been expecting Millie to pick me up I would’ve gone over to Colins house and told him exactly what I thought of him. But Lizzie informed me she was just going to start a nasty rumour about him at work, so I let it go. Even though the mere thought of him being anywhere near my best friend made my skin crawl, but I knew Lizzie could fight her own battles.